^^ PriDe oF LoVe^^

2006-02-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

Have u ever watch Full House!
I must say, those 16 hours watching it was worth it.
I really, really enjoyed it.
So much so that I'm going to re-watch it!
Currently in the office still listening that sweet song
I have become an even bigger fan
of Bi and Song Hye Gyo after this show!
This is a must watch K-drama.
And so, being the fan that I am,
I'm sharing this sweet,
sweet words by Lee Young Jae to Han Ji Eun.
His words are so touching.

"When I doubted being able to protect you
and was thinking about it, I thought I was gonna go crazy.
Thinking about you constantly, worrying about you
and missing you. I was really hurting.
Loving someone... is tiring and it hurts,
but it's not something I can stop.
Going to you... I can't stop that. I love you.
As much as the entire universe exploding,
as much as the waters in every ocean drying...
With my spirit burst, as much as it spreads outward.
I love you very much. Dear...I love you so much."

2006-02-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

- about me-

guess what..im wondering myself..
is it hard to know and understand irma?
ive been questioning one whole nite yesterday..
let share something..

-WHY Irma FABULOUS-
-sensitive.
- but always care about someone
-rarely hide her feelings.. she's so open in words

-Irma LOVE SECRETS-
-need someone to understand her changeable nature.
-often confused about her role in a relationship.
-a sensitive, compassionate lover makes irma feel truly adored.

-WHO FALLS FOR Irma-
-rational intellectuals who are hooked by her romantic personality.

-WHO Irma FALL FOR-
-physically smart men, perfectionists, caring &
mystery men who wont tell her anything about their life.

2006-01-16T12:42:00.000+08:00

Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about the guy...

When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty...

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..

Guys care the most about the quantity of love...
Girls care the most about the quality of love..

Guys break-up when they feel love from another girl...
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of separation from her man...

Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
Girls feel curiosity towar ds guys who are interested in her..

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out
with another girl...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from
another guy...

Guys wish to be her first love... .
Girls wish to be his last love...

Women are nothing but trouble,
And Men are nothing but trouble seekers.

2006-01-16T12:32:00.000+08:00

A sweetheart is the someone
You could write a book about,
The one you love to be with
And you hate to be without...

A sweetheart is a knowing look
A hand within your own
The voice you always want to hear
When you pick up the phone...

A sweetheart understands your moods
And laugh at things you said,
Or sees you when you're at your worst
But loves you anyway..

A sweetheart is the one you kiss
And make up with again
When there's a little difference
Of opinion now and then..

A sweetheart is the someone
That you're always thingking of
And the very special reason
Why you know that you're in love..

2006-01-16T11:10:00.000+08:00

Simple rules
to keep woman happy ,...

It's not difficult. To keep a woman happy, a man only needs to be:

Loves her so much with respect and need her in everything he is doing

WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:

- give her compliments regularly
- love shopping hiks
- be honest
- not stress her out
- not look at other girls

AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:

- give her lots of attention
- give her lots of time, especially time for herself
- give her lots of space

IT IS VERY IMPORTANT:

Never to forget:
- birthdays
- anniversaries
- arrangements she makes

2006-01-15T16:39:00.000+08:00

Have you ever missed someone and felt terrible
because you think that he/she doesn't miss you?

Missing someone is a terrible but
at the same time, sweet feeling.
You will be sitting around wondering
if you meant anything to him/her and
thinking if he/she ever cares about you.

The signs of missing someone:

· Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.

· Looking out of the window hoping that he/she
will surprise you by appearing downstairs.

· Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of him/her missing
the final episode of your favorite show.

· Lying on your bed, thinking of the last time you went out together.

· Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under
the stars again, talking about everything,
your dreams, plans, and future.

· Logging on to the Internet hoping to see him/her online.

· When you realize that he/she isn't online
and did not return your page,
you will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up I guess.
It exposes you to loneliness.
It teaches you how to cope with being lonely
and let you know that there is
actually a feeling known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
You know that you really care and
you indulge in the feeling of loving and caring for him/her.

But missing someone and not knowing
if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
You feel as if you are being left alone.
So if you miss someone,
tell him/her and let him or her know.
At the same time, ask if they miss you.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone
becomes jealousy or paranoid.
If you are the one being missed and you know it,
let the other party know.
If you miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.
Otherwise, you will feel regret for whole life!

2006-01-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

When a GUY is quiet and is alone,
He's is thinking how good you're, Miss you!!!

When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.

When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves you and how important you're.

When a GUY answers "I'm Fine" after awhile,
He is not and feels hurts.

When a GUY keep asking you the same question,
He is wondering why you are lying.

When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belongs to him forever.

When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how are you today.

When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.

When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.

When a GUY says that he can't live without you,
He has made up his mind that you are his future wife.

When a GUY says "I Miss You",
He wants to see you immeditey.

2006-01-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

what's topic of today?
heheh.. hi everyone..
im in the office doing nothing when system down
hikss. so take this opportunity
to share something with u all

IS THIS STYLE OF BREAKUP FAMILIAR TO YOU?

A couple has been together for years.
So the girl thinks its time that the guy 'masuk meminang'
and to arrange a meeting date with her parents.
Her valid reason is that since their rship has matured,
its high time to tie the knot and enter the BIG M.
BUt everytime she poses this issue to her boyfriend,
he appears nonchalant about it,
sometimes changing the issue,
making jokes about it, or totally ignore it.
THis made the girl kinda sceptical
and sad at the same time.
How could the guy make fun of such thing
when they have indeed talked about
the kind of wedding they r gonna have,
how their kids r gonna be like,
what kind of house they r gonna buy,
what kind of interior design the house will adopt,
how many kids they r gonna make... etc etc etc.

See the picture?
Yes. Good!
So, she expressed her disappointment to the guy.
The guy then said r u sure u wanna marry me?
I have some things to tell you
and wonder if u could accept them.
SO the girl was thinking, of course.
She wud wanna know n after all the years of knowing him,
wudnt that prove her readiness to accept him as he is?
Yes, of cos.
She is a loving and caring creature anyway.

So, the guy told her his concerns..
things which she kinda knew already.
His concerns r as follows... .

1)He has loads of loans. Hutang keliling pinggang.
So he is short of money.
Would she be able to accept a husband who is like that?
With less money coming in,
would she be able to accept living in a small house,
with less luxury. Or maybe live with his parents?
Since the girlcame from a well to do family,
would she be able to adjust?

2)The guy loves music and hangin outwith his friends.
Places like Planet Hollywood or pubs are some of them.
Since the girl is not into that kinda places,
would she be able to let him go out
whenever he wants to these night spots when they r married?

4)The guy is not that religiously sound.
SInce a husband shud be the main person
who leads the family,
the guy feels that he might be inadequate
in religious stuff like he doesnt know
how to recite the Quran in Arabic,
or other deeper religious acts.
Would she be able to accept him as such?

Well? Would she? Heres the thing.
After all the years of knowing him,
she has realized all the above concerns
ever since their first year of the rship.
So, upon receiving this from her boyfriend,
she got herself thinking.
Questions like why would he pose such concerns now?
Why didnt he trust her love enough
to be able to realize that she is willing to go all the way?

Hmm... something is not right here..

Lesson number one -
when a guy makes excuses the moment the girl mentions marriage,
that can only mean he is not interested in marriage.
In this case, eventhough the couple
has talked about their marital hopes n dreams together,
after so many years together,
but suddenly when the M word really comes,
the guy wants out.

Why so?
Werent they a couple?
Wasnt marriage their final destination?
Yes..for both at first.
But why did the guy makes such excuses?

Ok..the girl,
smart as she was,
realized that the guy might want
to get rid of her by using all those excuses.
She thought that the guy wants to
scare her with all those worries n
so she would cancel any thought of marrying him.

Ahaaaa... ..this she knew was his plan.

So.u think she is going to say to him
O darling, im so sorry ur having these problems.
Dont worry, Ill be by ur side thru thick n thin.
its ok that u have loans here n there,
im working too so we can share the burden;
its ok that u wanna have time
with ur friends anywher u want,
i have my friends too
so we can always go out separately,
and its ok that u r not religiously sound,
I can teach u how to 'mengaji'. Hahaaa... .!!

NOo...
she didnt say all that cos
he shud know how caring she is
to withstand all problems with him.
She wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt.
She wanted to give him what he wanted to hear.
So she said to him ...

Dear me..Im so sorry u have all those concerns.
But yes, darling... its so obvious to me now.
U r right.
U memang tak mampu kawin I or any girl for that matter.
U r simply not ready in all ways.
Its ok..we dont have to get married then.

Why did she say this to him?
Well dear readers, she also said to him,
Why r u making all these concerns?
Do u wanna scare me off so that i wont wanna marry u?
is that it?
R u trying to get rid of me?

BUt the guy said,
Of course not, if i wanna leave u ,
i might as well say i dont love u anymore.

Fine. She took his answer honestly.

Upon hearing her answer,
the guy got upset and accused her of
insulting him that he tak mampu kawin.
He said she pandang rendah at his difficult life.
He went all the way of acting in a
pathetic pityful manner just to
make her guilty of 'pandang rendah' at his stature.
He said that she was rude n
because she is from an affluent family,
her answer really made him feel low.
He accused her of insulting his status.

So... because of this, the guy felt so down n merajuk.
O yes..the girl did feel guilty..so guilty.
And when the guy in the end wants to break off with her,
she felt guiltier because she thought
her rude answer was the cause.
She apologized to him n said
that she didnt mean to be rude.
She was just being understanding
like a good girlfriend should be.
She felt that he was trying to tell her
he was not ready for marriage n so with his concerns,
she accepted that.
If he is not ready, its ok with her.

MAybe later then.

Well..he forgave her but
he was adamant to break up with her.
Of course , the girl was heartbroken n
fell into despair.
She felt so guilty pf causing the break in the rship.
She wished so hard that
she didnt mean her answer to be rude to him.
But it was done.

Feeling that she was the culprit of the break up,
she just let it go.
Went into twilight zone, day by day,
trying to figure out what went wrong.
Why was her ex wanted to break up too easily n quickly?
Why ? Well... .
as God Almighty is kind to those who r oppressed n hurt,
one day the girl knew the real truth behind the breakup.

Her ex had been having an affair with another girl 6 months ago,
while her rship with the guy was still going on,
while they were still together.

That hurt her the most.
He lied to her.
His concerns about marriage
were just silly pathetic pityful excuses
just to scare her off from marrying him.
She was right all along.
Her instincts were 100% correct.
He made those excuses about hutang, etc.
just to scare her away.
Scare her from marrying him.
He was actually... trying to get rid of her .

Imagine, all this while she thought that
she was the culprit for the breakup.
She thought she was the guilty one.
But he was just play acting..as a sad pityful male.
To gain her pity for him.
Imagine, he accused her of being rude about his status,
and she thought that caused the breakup.
She thought her honest answer to him
was the cause of the breakup.
But her instinct was true.
Earlier, she did realize that her ex
was making the excuses to get rid of her.
She knew. In the end... .
after thousands of apologies to him,
she sent a simple sms ...

"Now i know that i never hurt you at all.
U just wanted to get rid of me
cos u had someone else.
So u lied all the way through.
Very smart but for the record,
now i really believe your status is too low for me".

Soo..is that style of trying to break up familiar
to any one of you?
The pattern of sad pitiful male making excuses,
accusing the female,
n then has the female carry the guilt of the break up,
but only to find, the male is a two-timing rat?
Hahaaa... ... .

Be forewarned... when excuses come out... they r signs for trouble ahead...

Adios..

2005-12-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

Dont Wait Til its too late
Being so deeply loved by that someone
will in return gives u strength
if u are in love with that someone,
it will gives u courage.
Don't let your anger sits in for too long,
I believe a man travels all over in search of what he needs
and will returns home to find it there..
have faith, its a passionate intuition,
especially for someone close in your heart

2005-12-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

Breaking up is never easy to do..
I have to agree on that.
One of my friend broke up with the boyfriend
for a "particular reason" reason.
Ever since then she has a blog to describe
her inner most feelings.
Reading her blog everyday makes me wanna help her,
I feel pain for her. She is someone who believes in true love.

It exist, yes it does.
everyday without fail she prays for his well-being,
never hatred in her.
even though she is so much younger than me.
Strong women I would say..

From past experiences I had..
And sufferings I heard from friendss..
Men are so unpredictable..

One moment of their life the world is only you..you..You

next moment, they hate hearing your voice when you talk..

one moment the world outside is switch off, & it is only you..

next moment their mobile is always on when you are spending quality time..

one moment, they just want to be with you...

next moment they are just sick of you..

I know of a friend who is so scared to call her boyfriend
when he is out,when asked why???
She says he will get upset,
cos he says she feels insecure,
and don't trust him...
But when he is with her,
he never fails to answer his friends phone calls or messages..
Isn't it selfish, isn't it totally insensitive..
But love is blind, we women are victims..
We stood by them, we are so dependent on love..
But what is actually love???
Women tends to look at the sweet times
they shared with someone & hold on to the relationship..

But men very unlikely, they move on faster than women...
That's life I would say..
To my friend, IM sure your inner most feeling is in pain right now..
But I believe a better man will come along for you..
He just don't deserve someone like you..

2005-12-28T21:36:00.000+08:00

Heart Vs Head
When it comes to matters of the heart
no matter how hard you try to use your head,
you'll end up following your heart.
Well, that's why it's called matters of the heart.
Duh..

2005-12-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

I cherish
Little things that makes me smile
Long hugs that keep me warm
Hand caresses with so much love
And i appreciate you
For the times you'v sacrificed and
The many reasons i can't figure out

huh..if only he's here.
at least there'll be someone to entertain me. hehehehe...
oh well, he must be busy today with lab
because he's only managed to online only at night.

i seriously cannot wait to see him again next year!!
it'll be the fews day to becoming new year and
nothing better than to celebrate the coming year
with the person you love most rite?

i don't know what my new year resolutions are.
i don't dare to make them because
i'd just end up not fulfilling any of it.. hehe
but there is one thing i really want to do and that is
to be with him forever.. will no going being apart again
yes starting next year..please pray for my happiness..

2005-12-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hello cayang.. hello reader..

First of all.. really sorry for not updating this blog..
however appreciate for those still keep track looking forward
for the new entry.. especially my honey..
im like oh my God..
even he is bz but still wish to read my new entry blog..
huhuhu anyway he’s my loyal reader..
thanks honey.. sorry for not updating..
but yet everyday.. I do telling u a long long story ya.. hehehe..

Latest update from me is ..
I am such a busy girl ..
busy in everything.. my time is really packed..
im working plus maybe im quite lazy ..
yeah that is the factor..back from working..
im start to stare to PC again for prime time
chatting with my honey.. not to forget..
even on my OFF day..
I still bz looking at magazines, website, boutique, package ..
just to make sure my wedding reception at least be as I wish to be huhu..

Recall back our love start..its unexpected feeling ..
falling in love with someone
who I never met face to face in the first place..
with totally very different background and lots of different..
hmm however, what keep us still together..
yes.. its our addiction to each other! heheh

He is everything to me!!
I'm attracted to him when we first met via online.
My heart skips a beat every time I think of him,
I always smiles every time he calls or sends me emails,
I couldnt stop talking about him
and even more he is always in mind.
I just could smell him even he is far apart
and yes I miss him, and believe me that
he just around my mind in every second.
These symptoms tell me that I’m deeply in love.

Frankly speaking,
his presence in my life gave me a real happiness
that cannot be traded with anything else in this world.
He didnt promise me what Beckam offered to Victoria hiks!
such as diamonds, Eiffel Tower, spa and sauna everyday,
Ferrari cars.. huhuhu.. etc etc etc hahahah
but all he offered was himself, his eternal love,
his extensive attention and
last but not least his responsible as a husband to a girl name Irma.
I truly didn’t expect more than he himself purely
because I didnt have anything to offer either.

All I know my heart was stolen by his sincerity.
Our courting period was short & sweet.
At that point of time,
I knew the relationship is going further and faster than I thought.
Soon after 1 month (status: in relationship),
his aunt call me just to investigate hiks the proper word is
to tell his planning to engage with me..
yes believe me without any notice nor hint from him…
quite shock as we never have a chance
to meet each other face to face yet..
this is TRUE story..
its hard to believe but yeah thats the truth.
I bet all of you can imagine the speed of our family ties developed.

All I want him to know that I can never be HAPPIER
than this being with him.
He completes me!

What survey say about IRMA..hmmm

1. Lots of wishes hiks..
I’d like to live in my big dreams; well, who doesnt?

2. Hard to get close with me.. yes ppl do say im look sombong..
hmm actually im shy to start first move heehe

3. I’m NOT creative at all.
But I love to see something nice art but dont know to do it huks.

4. Eventhough I have a lots of plan in mind;
I let him do the thinking for me..he is my decision maker… heheh

5. Loves romantic movies

6. I get angry easily but it will not take too long for me to cool down..
kan sayang?..but pening juga kot my cayang tu huhhu

7. Just like any other girls out there,
I do dress up nicely that suit my taste, the occasion, and whom I’m with

And here goes what my opinion about my darling!!!

1. he knows exactly what he wants in life.
Works genuinely hard to get what he wants & craves in life ..
seriously respect it but then honey.. dont be so workaholic!

2. Love to listen rather than talking!!

3. The thinker

4. Loves action movies, as if other guys dont!

5. he is a serious person…
but deep inside he is loving and romantic person..
pls believe me ahaks

6. Hardly gets angry.

7. He really love football..ayoooo..

8. Apart from being my lover, my husband,
the proud father to be hehe, my man
& the most precious living creature in my life,
he’s also my motivator!

Despite of our differences and opposites,
we do share the common interests and hobbies..

We both…

1. speak our minds and say our piece undoubtedly ..
very terus terang partner heheh

2. enjoy going to the movies

3. enjoy sitting and lepaks2 doing nothing
but watching TV while holding hands hiks

4. camera freaks!

8. most importantly, we both share great love!!

Even there are a lot of differences between US.
However, our differences complete each other.
I love u sayang… see ya next blog..
thanks for waiting honey!!

2005-10-23T18:11:00.000+08:00

i got mail this morning!!
my hubby is writing a poem
huhu.. its simple..
but sweeeet.. and meaningful
anyway sayang.. love u soo much..

lets read his poem.. hiks

my baby...this poem just for you..

Some hope for a job
And a college degree,
All I hope for Is just you and me.

Some hope for money
And "the good things in life,"
All I hope for Is you to be my wife forever.

Some hope for popularity
And many friends,
All I hope for Is 'us,' until the end.

Some hope for life
And others for truth,
My only goal in life ...
Is to have you.

Because if I have you,
I shall be completely alive,
And if I have you,
I'll have no more lies.

Because if I have you,
I'll be the richest man,
I will be the happiest
That anyone can.

Because if I have you,
You will be my best friend,
You are my wife,
And we'll be happy until the end.

My goal is you,
And that will never change,
I love you more than life,
My life, you've rearranged.

I only hope for you,
And nothing more,
Because what you are
Is everything I hope for.
Just only you i love my baby Irma busyuk2...ahaks.

*im working today with smile* thee

2005-10-21T17:47:00.000+08:00

Im a girl who loving my dear so much

The girl who loves you,
if she can't always see you,
she will try to make herself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because she knew, if she did,
she will keep on missing you
until she could do nothing.

The girl who loves you,
can't tell you the reason why she loves you.
she only knew that,
in her eyes, you are the only one.

The girl who loves you,
seldom praise you, but in her heart,
you are the best, only she know it.

The girl who loves you,
will scold or complaint
if you didn't reply his message
but doesn't others, because she cares.

The girl who loves you,
only drop her tears in front of you,
when you try to wipe her tears,
you are touching her heart,
the heart which beats for you.

The girl who loves you,
will remember every word u said,
even if its accidentally.
and she will use the word always
at the nick of time.

The girl who loves you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the promise,
they want you to believe with her
and they want to give you the happiest
and safest life ever after.

The girl who loves you,
always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you,
she wants to give u the best life in the future,
she want to give you a suprise,
believe with her that she can do it.

The girl who loves you,
will go to airport to fetch you,
she won't carry a bunch a rose
like what you expect.
but she will ask you
" why are you becoming that thin within WE ARE APART?"

The girl who loves you,
will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished,
she will say, you still got class tomorrow,
sleep early with a smile.

The girl who loves you,
don't know that whether she should call you
when you are angry,
but she will sent a message to you after few hours,
if you ask her why she call that late,
she will said, when you are angry,
i feel sad..i dont know what to do
to have your smile back

The girl who loves you,
always call you cute boy,
but everytime she want to make a big decision,
she will first want to hear your advice.

The girl who loves you,
don't like little toys like teddy bear,
but she will always put
the POOH you gave her on her bed.

The girl who loves you,
while quarelling,
she will avoid the ignorant
althought you are the one who's wrong,
and later, she will sent a message to you with
" baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself ".

2005-10-21T17:31:00.000+08:00

hi all..

since im doing nothing in office..
so let sharing something ..
Love... its wonderful feeling
hard to define..
u fall in love..
then you'll know..

Love knows no reasons.
Love knows no lies.
Love defies all reasons.
Love has no eyes.
Love is not blind;
it sees but it doesn't mind.
Love knows not its own depth
until the hour of separation.
Love is so easy to feel, so hard to explain;
easy to get, so hard to let go;
easy to spell, so hard to define.

Yet, everyone is still taking the risks.
Love is a feeling that's seen in one's eyes.
Love is the joy that make people smile.
Love is the pain that makes people cry.
To love is to feel the other so dear.
To the point you taste his or her tears.
Love doesn't seek what's not there.
Love accepts all pains to bear.
Love that doesn't die is love that we can't see.
Love will fly if you held it too lightly;
yet it will die if you held it too tightly.

In words, love can be read.
In actions, love can be measured.
But others don't know that even in silence
love can be heard.
The meaning of love is inexplicable.
It can't be described similarly by everyone;
but one thing's for sure,
love begins with; friends.

Love is created not by words
but by feelings;
not by humans but by hearts;
it is better expressed in deeds than in words.

For love has no definition,
it exists.
Never expect love to be always at its best
because if you do,
you will never appreciate its existence.
Remember that there will always be
one true love for you to have and hold.
It may not be one you expect but
it's the one you deserve.

Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling.
It should inspire you to give you joy and strength,
but sometimes the things that give you joy
can also hurt you in the end.
Love works in magical ways but
never be fooled by the promise of forever.
There will come a time when the spark will die
and when that time comes,
we must learn to let go no matter how painful.

Love can never be wrong;
it's the people, time and place that go wrong.
Learn from your mistakes;
don't correct a mistake with another one.
In the course of love, ones heart must be brave;
brave enough to hold on when things do wrong
and brave enough to let go
when they realize that things are not meant to be.
Love can never be forced or created
if it was never meant to be there at all
nor can be destroyed if it was destined to survive.

There's always pain and disappointment
when falling in love,
but continue sharing your love cause the more you love,
the more you'll get to know yourself,
cause every person you love becomes your reflection.
Let love be the guide to your dreams, l
et love be the light to your heart;
let your love be the reason why
somebody else's heart still continuous to beat.

Loving is not how you forget
but how you forgive;
not how you listen but how you understand;
not what you see but what you feel;
and not how you let go but how you hold on.

Letting go of someone you truly love is hard
but holding on to someone
who doesn't even feel the same is much harder.
Giving up doesn't mean you're weak.
It only means that you're strong enough to let go.
If you love someone, set him free.
If he comes back, he's yours.
If he doesn't, he never was.
It really hurts to love someone
who doesn't give you the time of day,
but what will hurt more is when you realize
that someone whom you don't give the time of day
loved you and gave it up
because you loved someone else.

Love is a contradiction.
It's hard to find but easy to lose;
makes you feel good but hurts you so bad;
opens your eyes but makes you blind;
fills up your heart but tears it apart.
Love is like air and you can't see it
but you can feel it.

True love doesn't have an ending
because it won't end anyway.
Loving people means giving them
the freedom to be who they choose to be
and where they choose to be.

Love is allowing people in your life
to make choices.
Love is a noble act of self giving,
offering your trust, faith and loyalty.
The more you love, the more you close a part of you;
yet you don't become less of who you are,
you just end up being complete.

Love need not stand in front of us to be recognized.
If it's far for the eyes to see,
it has power close enough for the heart to feel.
If you want a butterfly, don't run after it.
Instead, sit down and
it will surely land on your palm
when it needs some rest.
People can't define what love really is
unless they've feel it.

2005-10-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to you my loving hubby...

I`m sorry..if i`m not really good at the whole poem thing
I just know how to tell you how i feel
In a hoping sense that it will be good enough

I`m just wish
Wish to fall for you, more than I already have
You don't understand, the way you say my name..
and tell me good night..It makes me cry..
but not in a bad way
In a good way- i just wanna be there with you

But like i said -
I`m wish of falling for you
I don't know if you believe this-
But it`s true... i really do need you

I LOVE YOU.

-irma-

2005-10-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

Who Comes To My Mind First?

Ask yourself this question and answer it honestly:

"When you are happy,
who would you want to share your happiness with?"
The one you think of is someone you love

Ask yourself another question and answer it honestly:

"When you are sad,
who you want to share your burden with?"
The one you think of is also someone you love.

If you think of the same person
when you are happy & sad,
that's the most perfect.

But if you don't think of the person,
I would advise you to choose the one
you are willing to share your sadness with.

In life, there are more sorrows than happiness.
There are too many people that u meet that u
can share your happiness with,
not necessary your lover.

If you live your life happily,
you can also enjoy it alone.

In sadness, however,
there are not many people willing to share
your burden with you.

If you are willing to tell someone your happiness,
I am sure that person has got to be
someone close & an understanding person to you.

But it shouldn't stop there.
If that person only thinks of you when he is happy,
but looks for someone else when he is sad,
this lover is too unstable;
he doesn't treat you as someone he
can spend the rest of her life with.

Of course,
I will be very happy if
I am the first person to share his happiness.

But, if he is sad,
I will be too willing to stay
by his side & ease her pain.

Only then,
will I believe that I hold a very important position in his heart.

If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?
my answer: its u honey..

It's because,
i loves you.... and FOR WHO YOU ARE.
i loves the way you laugh,
the way you sleep,
the way you hug
and hold me, make every little bad thing go away.

That's why I loves you sooo much.
Always remember that.

2005-10-08T11:23:00.000+08:00

Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?

Guys,read this carefully... :)..

To "REALLY LOVE A WOMAN"..
To understand her,
you got to know her deep inside..
Hear every thought,
see every dream..and give her wings,
when she wants to fly..

Then when you find yourself lyin'
and helpless in her arms,
"You know you really love a woman"..

When you love a woman you tell her..
"that her that she's really wanted"..

When you love a woman you tell her that
"she's the one.."...
Coz she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna "last forever"...
"So tell me have you ever really -
really really ever loved a woman?"...

To really love a woman...
Let her hold you...
till you know how she needs to be touched...
You've got to breathe her,really taste her...
Till you can feel her in your blood...
And when you can see your unborn children in her eyes...
You know you really love a woman... :)...

"You got to give her some faith,
hold her tight..
A little tenderness, gotta treat her right..
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you...
You really gotta love your woman... "....

enjoy ur life to the fullest........ :)
:) just enjoy ur life to the fullest....
enjoy whatever it is.... :)
bersyukur.....think positive,work hard..never give up.
:)and just waiting...what life will brings us to....
:)try to be as PERFECT as u can........
take a good care of your self...
try your best to make people love you...
be nice to everybody..thats it. :) hee.

2005-10-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

honey...
i missssssss u...
even moree when im chatting with u...
talking to u... looking at u...
i just need u right here. right now.
do u know that u
make me smile when i think of u
make me all excited when i talk to u
make me happy when im down
make me strong when i know that i always have u
make me learn to be a better person
make me feel close n not alone
make me feel grateful
make me proud to be your girl
make me look up on u
make me never gonna hurt u
make me never gonna leave u
make me never forget about u
make me miss u like crazy
make me love u deeper...

im boreeedddd sayang....
i missss u dear
i want u heree...
cos theres just sooo many things i wanna do with u!!! ;)
i miss the things we do...
i miss the laugh we share....
i miss just being with u.....

2005-10-07T20:44:00.000+08:00

thanks god
for today life you granted me
for it i can have opportunities
to correct my mistake

thanks god
with this beautiful day for it
i can have my smile spread it
to others make our live meaningful

thank god
for your bless
i still can move and make my change

god
you owe me nothing
but i owe you everything

god
how much i love
being one of your creation!!

2005-10-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

You were there..when no one seems to care..
You were there..when i felt so lost..so alone..so hurt
You were there..to listen to my thoughts...
my thoughts which clouded my heart..
my thoughts which no one knew..
but only you knew..
When you said
You'll be there..You are really there..
I could tell you anything...
and i felt so assured that you' are there..
You never leave me nor give up on me..
You continued watching over me..
giving me strength to hold on..
You heard my inner thoughts..my feelings..
You answered my prayers..
You let things happen for you have your plans for me..
I felt so assured for.. everything happen for a reason...
You are so sweet in my eyes..
Thank you so much for loving me so much...
I love you..with all my heart

my dear hubby..
"He always cares..no matter how..He's always there :-) ..."

2005-09-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

anyone else who is having a
LONG distance relationship...
or those intending to... pls read!

Distance love is never easy,
especially when you are living far apart.
However each mile that seperates 2 person
who truly care,can be joined
with strong love they have got.

The loneliness you feel when you are far apart,
can sometimes easily defeat the love.
This happens especially when you miss someone
who u want to share ur life with,
and when they are not able to be by your side.

Have faith in each other,
and believe that they do feel the same as you.
When you are far apart,you will easily doubted
whether their love is true.
Have faith in each other,
and stand firm with your trust.

Though sometimes it might be tough,
for the sake of long lasting relations,
this is a must.
Think of one another's emotional needs,
let the other knows that you always care.

Make full use of the time when you are together,
open up your heart and share.
Respect that sometimes each of us need some space,
but it does not mean that they dun want you to be around.

We all need some privacy on our own,
never says we no longer need the love we used to share.
Do not let the seeds of jealousy grow deep in your heart.
If you let this happened,
your relationship will surely be doomed to fall apart.

Be honest to how you feel,
and never lead the other one on.
It is unfair and irresponsible to play around with other's feelings,
and turn around one day and walk away.

Never give up for your love,
and hold on to what you feel from deep within.
For love that is sincere and strong,will be held together,
no matter how far you are apart.........

Just be like God.
You never see Him right in front of you, do you?
But He still loves you. =)

2005-09-15T01:10:00.000+08:00

I seriously can't sleep
so here i am just hanging around the internet,
e-mail my hubby, blogging again..
huks.. just bcoz he's now already ..
on his way to japan BACK..sedey!

honey.. if u read it..
just want u know..
I MISS U ..
its hard to see u walk away..
going back and us being apart again
but...
its the fact both us have to face
5 month to go b4 u really come back for good
anyway it really fun and sweet moment
we have shared together..
just wish u alwizz be good and good nite dear..
u are not alone.. me alwizz in ur heart..
remember that honey..
luv ya a lotss ..muahhhzzz

2005-09-07T11:31:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps.. ! been such a long time since i've bloged..
but yeah.. just to update u guys.. sorry yeahh
give me till next week n i'll try update my blog again
huhu.. anyway tq hajar for remind me heh!
ive been bz with my hubby..
since we seem so hard to get chance to met each other
soo.. spending this 1 month as much we could hiks
uhuhu.. that's the reason lol not be able to online hiks..

nothing much to tell ya.. later when got time
ill upload our photo.. as my hubby didnt bring the usb port
so pic in his camera cannot be upload yet..
anyway.. believe it or not..
we still dont have time to vacation..
uwaaa..sad thing rite..
been bz with working.. kenduri kendara cousin laa
cuti tak approve....huhu.. pressure2 haahha
but this friday... yeay..cutiii sampai 14 sept
huks the sad thing.. he'll leave me again going back to japan
its ok..6 month to go

ohh yeah.. what else make us bz
we bz planning on our wedding ceremony..
next year .. at last 'bersanding' hahah
the date.. ehem.. 1st april.. yeahh..
hope everything goes well..
but he's mad at me..
ive been thinking bout the concept since last year
till now.. still no idea huhu.. anybody could help me??
hahahha.. what color should be suitable for us!! hmmm
keep thinking hahahha... but then
i have to make decision fast huhu.. camner niii??

=) all i know is im just love my hubby so much more..
im just a girl whose crazy in love when it strikes,
no fear just passion thats y .....
no words can ever describe how i feel,
coz he dont even know how far he'd go
i still love him..mwah

ok.. just wanna say thought as usual..

-->to those in a relationship
treasure tht person as much as u can n love him/her with no limits..
nvr hold back coz u mite regret one day.
Be thankful of each day tht ur still together
when ur both going thru a hard time..
always look back.. look back to whats important..
on what made u love him/her in d first place...
doing tht will make the current problem
seems so much more insignificant.
love prevails..it is not for d weak hearted..
its somethin u cant control.. so let it be =)

To those whose single
It nvr means tht ur unloved !
from my point of view.
the best love u can get is from ur friends..
the closest friends..
They were the only ones who were truly there
when u was down sufferin a major heartbreak.
How they feel nvr change..
coz i believe they care for u n they still do..
so friends do matter more..
b glad of those ur with n those few ppl
who sticks with u thru the worst of times..
coz they are your real friends..
not friends just by name.

To other ppl
If u like someone.. pls..
go for it unless ur unready n young..
if u do get involved.. pls do get commited..
its not a game, love's not like those in the movies, p
pl do get hurt n its sad to see them like that.
so think abt it.. have a heart

To all the betrayal
who gave love such a bad image
Dont ever abuse it n make fun of ppl feelings.
mess with the feelings of the loved one
True love are always pure n with good intentions.
dont simply use the line 'i love you' its 3 words
with a far deeper meaning tht u made it sound so simple..
get a life !!

2005-07-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

Must be nice
Having someone who understands the life you live
Must be nice
Having someone who's slow to take and quick to give
Must be nice
Having someone who sticks around when the rough times get thick
Must be nice
Having someone who loves you despite your faults
Must be nice
Having someone who talks the talk but also walks the walk
Must be nice
Having someone you can come home
to from a long day of work
Must be nice
Having someone you don't have to
show they know exactly where it hurts
Must be nice
Having someone who trusts you
despite what they've heard
Must be nice
Having someone you don't have to tell
you don't want to be alone
Must be nice
Having someone you can grow old with until
God calls ya'll home

2005-07-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!!!!!!!
hahaha.. dun get to the exciting part 1st..
hehehe.. well.. this morning.. i cant really wake up..
just try to drag myself up from my bed.. =D
of course i wasn't late for work hehe

surprise.. anyway just wanna share my happiness
yes.. really mad happy since morning till NoW
keep smiling all the time eventhough lotsa work
guess what.. what else make me happy

he's BACK.. yes for real!!
he did miss me soo much
eventho he did cancel the ticket
but then.. again he did book it again
he dont care anymore..
what in his mind and my mind..
we just miss each other very much
thats it!
and it comes to decision..
im coming back honey!!!
yeayyy.. a very2 good news for this year
im soo excited and cant wait for u dear..
muah muah muah.. good luck dear for ur exam
dont forget my omiyage.. huhu

i guess better sleep rite now..
sleeping with a smile hiks..muah..
take care dear!!

2005-07-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

hello everyone..
i know its already late..
its 12.15 pm.. yet im not sleepy
but a lil bit tired ...
just finish chatting with my honey
but just wanna share something with u all..
just feel like sharing..
to those girl.. here for your thought!
knowing....
if the guy loves u...

The guy who loves you,
can't tell you the reason why he love you.
He only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who loves you,
actually always make you mad,
but he do never know what stupid thing did he done,
as everything he done, is for your own good.

The guy who loves you, seldom praise you ,
but in his heart, you are the best,
only he know it.

The guy who loves you,
will scold or complaint if you din't reply his message
but others, because he cares.

The guy who loves you,
only drop his tears in front of you,
when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart,
the heart which beat for you.

The guy who loves you,
will remember every word u said,
even its accidentally.
And he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the promise,
they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest
and safest life ever after.

The guy who loves you,
always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you,
he want to give u the best life in the future,
he want to give you a suprise,
believe him that he can do it.

The guy who loves you,
maybe can't remember speciall occasion
like somekind of anniversary,
but, he do know that,
every second he live, he's loving you,
no matter what day is today.

The guy who loves you,
won't said " i love you" that easily,
because everything he done for you
is showing that he love you already,
but only he will tell the word at the special situation,
because he dun wan u to misunderstand,
he want u to know that he love you.

The guy who really loves you,
will feel that,
sometimes, something have to tell for only once,
because he thought that u might already understand him,
if talk so much, he will feel that theres nothing you will cherish.

The guy who loves you,
will go to airport to fetch you,
he won't carry a bunch a rose
and call you darling like what you expect.
But he will carry your luggage and ask you
" why are you becoming that thin within two days?"
with his sincere heart.

The guy who loves you,
will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished,
he will said, you still got work tomorrow, sleep earlier.
With smile.

The boy who love you,
don't know that whether
he should call you when you are angry,
but he will sent a message to you after few hours,
if you ask him why he call that late,
he will said,
when you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down,
my explanation will only really works.
*am i rite honey?*

The boy who love you,
always call you little girl,
but everytime he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who love you,
don't like little toy like teddy bear,
but he will always put the bear you give him at his bed.

The guy who love you,
while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably,
althought you are the one who's wrong,
and later, he will sent a message to you with
"baby, actually u know its ur fault, u know it urself ".

The guy who love you,
while really miss you,
he will want to buy a bunch of rose
and wait you stupidly under your apartment.
But he never knows,
what he bought is rose,
but doesn't matter, because in his heart,
that's daisy... coz i love daisy soo much.

The guy who love you,
seldom said sweet words,
but you know,
his kisses already transfer his all passion to you.

The guy who love you,
if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew, if he did,
he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing

honey.. i miss u too
nothing much we could do while apart..
but remember u also have a girl who love u
its me ..
who will wait
who will love u forrever
who will be beside u no matter what
who will missing u every single moment
who will be the best girl, wife, becoming mama
yet to be part of ur life for the rest my life..
i promise u will never be alone..
love u so much.. good nite!

2005-07-22T10:20:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION:

1 Mr.: Mohd Norhizam bin Hashim Tel:
PNR No : J8CLX4
Flight Details
Flight No. MH53
Date 14-Aug
Time 12:00-17:30 KIX- KUL OK MH52 14-Sep 23:45-7:15
Destination KUL-KIX
Status OK
Validity: 1 MONTH OPEN
harga tiket : 68500 YEN

Sila check flight detail saudara.
Maklumkan saya sekiranya ada apa-apa pembetulan terutamanya nama.
Sila confirm dgn membalas mail ini, yoroshiku.
Sila furikomi wang ke akaun saya secepat mungkin
supaya tiket boleh dikutip di Kansai Airport.
Yoroshiku, dan sila memberitahu saya melalui
emel atau telefon setelah saudara sudah furikomi wang tersebut

Note:
Ticket will be collected at the Kansai Airport
on the day of the departure
Sila kutip tiket di check-in counter
dengan menunjukkan passport kamu.
yang menjalankan tugas yee kok wei
AJK MAS MSAJ Kansai

yeay.. yes that supposedly my expression yeah..
but then the real story my hubby have to cancel his plan
TO MEET ME AFTER 1 YEAR NOT ABLE TO SEE HIM
why?
not becoz he doesnt miss me as much i miss him
not becoz im not important to him
not becoz he loves to be in Japan
not becoz he like to being apart with me

BUT..
his lecturer dont allow him to go back
hukss .. sedey kan??
just becoz he have to complete his thesis
he have a lots of important thing to do..
just for our future soon..
he work hard for us.. really!!
coz might be ..im goanna resign my job
yes.. next year..
yes i'll do just becoz of him
we cannot be apart anymore by next year
so i have to follow him.. yes that's the fact
as a wife should be beside her hubby rite..

its ok dear..
honestly im a lil bit sedey huhu
but then.. im also very understanding wife
so just focus and complete your final year..
so we meet up face to face next year yeah...
since my annual leave also been freeze hahah
so keep waiting u till next year
muah muah muah..
take care...
luv u tooo much..

2005-07-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

Forgiveness works!
It is often difficult, AND it works!

We often think of forgiveness
as something that someone who has done us wrong
must ask of US.
there is always another way of looking at something.
my thoughts on forgiveness suggest
that you focus on offering forgiveness
TO the person who has wronged you.

Forgiveness is a gift you give to yourself.
It is not something you do FOR someone else.
It is not complicated. It is simple.
Simply identify the situation to be forgiven and ask yourself:
"Am I willing to waste my energy further on this matter?"
If the answer is "No," then that's it!
All is forgiven.

There is nothing so bad that cannot be forgiven.
Nothing!

When you feel that forgiveness is necessary,
do not forgive for "their" sake.
Do it for yourself!
It would be great if they would come to you
and ask forgiveness...
but you must accept the fact
that some people will never do that.
That is their choice.
They do not NEED to be forgiven.
They did what they did and that is it -
except for the consequences,
which THEY must live with.

The hurts won't heal until you forgive!
Recovery from wrong
doing that produces genuine forgiveness takes time.
For some, it may take years.
Don't rush it.
It helps to focus your energy on the healing, not the hurt!

HEALTHY love relationships
are not possible without forgiveness!
You cannot have a loving and rewarding relationship
with anyone else, much less yourself,
if you continue to hold on to things that happened in the past.
Regardless of the situation,
making peace with past love partners,
your parents, children, your boss or anyone
who you think may have "done you wrong" is
the only way to improve your chances of a
"healthy" relationship with yourself or anyone else for that matter!

remember..nobody is perfect and sometime we do have a mistake..
but today must be better than yesterday..

2005-07-21T14:05:00.000+08:00

let check it out.. is it true syg?

When a GUY is quiet and is alone,
He's is thinking how good you're,
Miss you!!!

When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.

When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves you and
how important you're.

When a GUY answers "I'm Fine" after awhile,
He is not and feels hurts.

When a GUY keep asking you the same question,
He is wondering why you are lying.

When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belonged to him forever.

When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how are you today.

When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know that he's fine.

When a GUY says "I love you" ,
He really means it.

When a GUY says that he can't live without you,
He has made up his mind that you are his futurewife.

When a GUY says "I Miss You",
He wants to see you immediately

2005-07-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

hi everyone..
firstly, i would like to thank for those
who has been reading this blog
(no matter who u are),
honestly, I have nothing to say
but i love sharing as much ideas as i can
in this blog ... thats my purpose of writing
besides express my love life.. but not exactly that much
coz my personal life i rather keep it to myself

Honestly, when u writing a blog,
one need to be in the mood of writing
and at least be in a place where it gives u inspiration.
ok..let start sharing..

For GIRLS only!!!

How to tell if he likes you

These are some of the more subtle clues - hiks!
keep your eyes open -
you may have more guys flirting with you than you realize!!!

He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation.
It may take you by surprise.
You might have been talking when he was around
and two weeks later he'll say, "Well, you like orange fizz... "

His voice changes when he talks to you in a group.
He may say "Hey." to everyone with you,
but the "Hey." to you is a little different.
His voice gets softer when the two of you talk.

Sometimes he stares straight into your eyes.
His eyes get 'soft' when he looks at you.
They change slightly or get relaxed around the edges.
It's subtle, but you can tell if you watch...
(You may already be aware of it at a subconscious level
- that's what made you start wondering if he likes you... )

When he's near you or talking with you,
his eyes travel in a little circle around your face
and land back on your eyes.
(Like he's looking at your whole face
- then back to your eyes.)

He watches your lips. (Dead give away.)

His friends start asking you questions
- if you haven't met him yet
- they may ask what your name is.
Or may ask you what you think about 'him.'

If his friends are paying attention to you
after he's been staring at you
- it can mean that he's been talking about you.

He tells you that you smell nice...
(No hidden meaning here - it's a good thing.)

He might act weird around you
or seem very nervous.
His behavior may just plain change
when you're around.
If he's normally quiet,
he may get louder, or vice versa.

It's the difference in behavior that's the clue.

ok enough for today.. my hubby is waiting for me already..
see ya.. take care

2005-07-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

are you looking for that special "Someone"?
Someone who can read your mind...
Someone who can share your secret...
Someone who can lend you a hand...
Someone who is willing to listen to you...
Someone who is loyal to you...
Someone who is influencing you...
Someone who able to make you laugh...
Someone who able to understand what you feel... .
Someone who able to reduce your sadness...

You know it's a NICE feeling making someone happy.
In turn YOU get happy too.

I know the feeling of wanting something so badly
and finally getting hands on it.
*feels like heaven*

You don't have to be a couple or fall in love
but there aren't many chances
that you might ever meet someone like this again..
Don't lose such a someone.

Nothing is perfect, yet nothing is impossible.

2005-07-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

hey.. i have nothing to do at the moment..
coz my baby 'tgh chayo2 study'..
so just feel like wanna update my blog..
sharing something to anybody who's enter my blog
anyway thanks for visit...

i just wondering something about called 'relationship'
sometimes i do feel what my frens feel when they sad with their bf
i wonder why certain lovely partner cant get along anymore
i have a fren.. a very lovely and 'straight' girl..
she's so innocent
sometimes i wish i could help her..
wish i could tell her the truth
yes.. the truth that my lovely frens
not deserves to be treat so bad
she alwizz seek for my advise..even i know something..
but my mouth just cant speak

the keys to a lasting relationship are ....
love, trust, commitment, laughter, respect
and most importantly, sheer hard work.
no relationship is perfect.
but when it gets tough,
it's tempting for us to think dat our partner
must be the one who's wrong.
it will took us a few days or
even months to get things back on track
and totally work through all of our issues,
concerns and needs.
sure we have our ups and downs, but.....
we will be really glad if we didn't give up...

Relationship is also not about,
"Darling.. I love you.. and yeah I love ya too..."
Oh please!!
It's about being a strong commitment to our relationship
and be prepared to work out our difficulties.
it's also about respecting each other's differences
and a realistic view like our partner's imperfections.
i've learned in some ways what relationship is all about.
it's not easy though
but I've learned the capacity to grow and change...
and when you mature,
you learn that nobody can be everything...

and im now have find my destiny..
thanks Allah made us met!
im not searching anymore.. not bcoz ive already married..
it happens bcoz i know i cant ran away from his heart
the facts is im in love with him sincerely
and cant live without him anymore!

i just wanna to dedicated something..
for a guy who still cannot realize a girl's heart
for a guy who think he has power to take love as granted
for a guy that makes my frens sad just bcoz they loves u..
u should know this...

Realize that the girl holding onto you,
is PERFECT in their own special way.
The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...
Always remember that.

She can always walk away and up,
getting someone else who can love her more.
For all you know, there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for you.

There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,
fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.

Understand that.
Girls have a huge guilty concience.
Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today,
and then you cheat on her by hugging
and kissing another girl,
and then you run back to her and you do the same..
but you see love in her eyes...

What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel guilty?

She loves you not because you are good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car or bike.

It's because.. she loves you..
just FOR YOU.
she loves the way you laugh,
the way you sleep,
the way you hug and hold her,
make every little bad thing go away.
That's why she loves you. Always remember that.

There might be another guy, who wants to have what you have.
So don't let your relationship went wrong.
You might never have another chance with your girl anymore.
Don't regret when you lost a girl.

my advise..
my hubby and i practise it too..
happiness will alwizz there if u sincere with ur heart
the choice is yours.. anybody can be a frens..
but only one person can get a place in his heart!!
hiks.. it ME!! *tul tak sayang?*

ok.. enough sharing..
take care.. see ya later if i have anything to share..
till then.. daaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2005-07-09T12:18:00.000+08:00

ok honey. im updating now.
Aaahhh it's the weekend. Finally...!!!
The only time when I get to sleep in
and wake up when the sun is up and there's light.heheh.
Hey..it tiring to wake up everyday before the sun is even up you know...
it's dark when I go off to work,
and sometimes it's dark when I get home from work..!
*faints*

it's been a long time since i last updated...
hahaha!! anyway, let me tell you something...
well, update u on the past week! hahaah!!
last week.. 3rd july.. cheers 2005..
i meet up one sweet and cheerful girl name hajar
yes girl.. maybe u'll rite.. we shall meet up again some other day
coz on that day. both of us bz shouting and cheers ahahha..
neways.. its fun girl.. share laugh and enjoy taking pic ..wink

okay.. its time for me to share something
actually.. to be truth.. im very choosy girl hahah
yes before i really met my soulmate..
im serious in choosing my perfect.. yeah rite..
i know ..know that nobody perfect
just i mean perfect with my attitude and my life background
yes.. i found him and thanks God he's the one!!
later..i want to share some snap pc via wc ..
it show all mood and moment ive share..

but.....
before that.. let talk what ive been think when im childhood
anyway, i sort of named my Requirements for the "Perfect" Guy...

1) Good-looking ::
i mean, the initial attraction must be there, RIGHT!?
2) Good Conversationalist::
i must be interested to hear what he has to say.
and make me feel like talking to him hehe
3) Interesting ::
must be able to bring smile in my face ;) be original. haha.
so that I can look forward to meeting him everyday! =D
4) Loyal ::
haha, cannot look at other girls when I'm out with him!!!!!!!!
no buaya-ing. and of course, no two-timing, etc. etc. etc.
5) Intelligent ::
guys are "supposedly" better than girls... ;)
6) Gentlemanly ::
he must open the door for me 'jokes',
and sort of take care of me. what can I say?
romantic at heart ;)

Anyway, I told my moms
And she telling me my requirements are a bit too high.
really.. but i got it!!! i found him la ibuuu... hahha
anyway the most perfectly compatible with me
surely hubby.. it must be la kan..

my personal opinion is that
meeting guys that fulfil maybe 1or2 of these requirements is easy,
but meeting one guy that fulfills ALL of them,
that's the hard part.
and BESIDES, the hard part is,
even if I do meet a guy that fulfills all those requirements
and I really like Zam as whoever he is,
then where's the guarantee that he will return my feelings!
thanks ya honey!!

lastly..as promises..ill pin up my old pic..
kinda sweet for me...coz those sweet moment
its already pass.. but something i treasure..
coz its alwizz make me smile when i miss him

my honey merajuk huks..comel kan

he loves stare at me like this

speechless.. i write "i love so much"

my blurry face

trying pujuk'ing' him hahah

huks me merajuk?

try recall back my story of a day

focus on him

happy listening at him

see ya laterr..
to my honey.. see ya tonite..
miss u a lots..
4 days already i dont see ur cute face
muahhhhh love u soo much

2005-07-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

I promised someone that i would dedicate a post to him
yes.. i guess he maybe miss reading my letter...
i do practise to write one letter in one month..'dulu la' hiks
yet lately.. especially when im start working at TM Net..
sometimes just couldn't find a time to write
but dont worry..ill post one important letter next week k
just wait and see... but..

since i love him a lot,
this blog would be the most appropriate place
for me to express my feeling to him..

He's a very special person to me in lots of ways.
He's my twinnie, my bestfriend, my *loved* one and etc etc.
He has been there for me through lots of things
and i believe he knows about it
talking with him makes me feel happy
because he's comfortable with talking about crap
when i'm not in the mood and his antics eventually
cheers me up a whole lot
he has done lots of things to make me proud of knowing him
with just a single bit of encouragement
he gets inspired to do his best
im glad to have met him when i did
and i know im in love with him. =P
you can't not fall in love with a guy like this ;)

I think of you and i realise how much i truly love you...

I long for the way I can be with you, be in your arms again but..

once again, after much thinking, this is just wishful thinking.
coz he's too far..i just miss him so much!

2005-06-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

erm... hey... erm... i dunno what to write here abt actually...
but... erm... i dunno.. hahah... i'm just so bored...
dunno wat to talk abt..oh ya...

i got a msg from my hubby..
well, this is surprising... huks hope he'll 'pujuk' me lol
msg: ayg tak comel kalau majuk,
mlm nanti yer pujuk
dateline report esok ni..

just feell like wanna dush dush dush dush him
ahaks.. hmm one thing about us..
both of us alwizz argument fade just like that..
that's reason we still together.coz cannot get fight more than 1 day
walaupun ada niat nak buat dunno.. hahaha
whatever it is.. i feel happy and blissful right now.

ermmm nothing much to say...
just that I MISS SOMEONE VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!
waaa... who else.. yes u laaa my baby...
thinking back about the times that i gone through,
i think this feeling is the weirdest i have felt so far...

why?

well, i dont particular know the reason but it's just so weird...
i can be on top of the world for one whole week, if not for months...
before being REALLY down the following days.heheh..
i can be so in 'LOVE' then the thing u know,
i can even suddenly feel so 'hard to understand' for no particular reason...
in a simple word.. zam kata irma kuat merajuk hahah

weird, ain't it...?
so dont 'ambil hati' if i'm not in the mood to talk to you sometimes...
he know my mood so well sometime.. but kinda blur gak sometime huhu

memorable dates?
*sigh*

28.10.03 -
well, come to think of it...
it's almost 2 years since i first like him...
it wasn't love at first sight, coz the i never met him for real yet.. amaze yeah!

01.12.03 -
the first time i realised that i love him...
no need to know how or why... coz i dunno...
and even if i do, it may have a long list rite..hehe

well, just to wish again haha..
ive make mistake wish it earlier huhu
tommorow my 19th month annivesary
Happy annivessary syg!! waahee...
ok, that's it! byez! take care...

p/s: hajar, im coming to cheer's com on sunday.. meet u there ya.. cheers!!! see yaa

2005-06-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

Status: frustrated
Song: Too Much To Ask - Avril Lavigne
Stuffs:
been quite busy these days, but knowing me,
i having lots of stuff to do! =)
i actually didn't want to post anything up then suddenly i got this 'writing' feeling.

so here i am...
it was just one conversation.
just one look. just one smile. just one word. and then i fell.
i know it seems like i'm rushing myself into things but this is how it is.

right now, i'm not too sure.
i'm not too certain about anything that will happen.
in fact, i'm just going to let things pass by me as usual
and then i'll regret it. i'm sorry, i just don't want to get hurt again.
i'm sorry, but... it will never work.
~i think i need rest.. dunno what im writing about here..~
~i need space.. yes.. exactly.. or i need someone to listen only~

Feeling a little out-of-myself lately.
I wonder what's causing me to feel this way,
I feel so out-of-my-element.
I wonder why I can't say what I want to say...

last from me..

Love Is...

Love is when you wake up, he is already on your mind.
Love is when you lost your heart, he is all that you can find.
Love is when you want to be the one to dry his eyes.
Love is when you want to listen to all his whims and woes.
Love is when you want him to take care everywhere he goes.
Love is when he calls you, your heart goes a flutter.
Love is when you see him, "I love you..." you silently stutter.
Love is when you tell the world that you love him so.
Love is when you've told the world, but he doesn't know.
Love is when you know you'll still love him when he's lost his hair.
Love is when your eyes light up when you see him there.
Love is also when you crumbled as you hear them say that it will last forever.
Love is also when you cry inside yet smile outside when they say hi to you.
Love is also when you held your breath and said, "How do you do?"
Love is also when you let him go, you know he is happy now.
Love is also when you know you'll get over him somehow.
Love is also when his happiness is what matters to you.
Love is when you'll still love him...and still, he'll never know.
Love is when you'll swallow the pain and slowly let go.

Yet love is a funny thing

Love is when he'll say hi to you and there is no more pain.
Love is suddenly real love when he says he loves you too.
Love is suddenly real love when his life revolves around you.
Love is suddenly real love when he's always loved you but he didn't dare.
Love is suddenly real love when he's always loved you but thought he didn't care.
Love is suddenly real love when now it's all coming true.
Love is suddenly real love when you love him and he loves you.
Love is suddenly real love when now your life is nearly complete.
Love is suddenly real love when everyday, it's him you miss.
Love is suddenly real love when your family accept him too.
Love is suddenly real love when you can have time for them and him and you.

2005-06-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

i've been too busy to update.
but since today, i have practically nothing to do,
i shall update... dedicated to

A man who never made me stop smiling from the first minute I know him.
A man who keeps me wanting him..
A man who makes me miss me every minute of my waking hour

it's so true how big of an impact you have on me.
it's like when I see you,you don't even have to speak...
all you can do is smile, and it can make my day
and then that's how I remember my reasons for loving you..

happy annivesary dear..
there's no one in the world i love as much as u
I honestly love you

Quotes of a day:
it's better to lose ur pride with someone u luv
rather than lose that someone u love with ur useless pride

2005-06-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

A is for AGE:
~> 24
B is for BOYFRIEND's name:
~> hehe.. correction! my hubby.. mohd norhizam
C is for CAREER:
~> TM Net Staff
D is for DAD's name:
~> Ramdzan
E is for ESSENTIAL item to bring on an airplane:
~> vcds + laptop + notepad
F is for FAVORITE song at the moment:
~> no specific.. a lots
G is for GIRLFRIENDS:
~>ouh ... ramai ..
H is for HOMETOWN:
~> selangor~kedah huhu
I is for INSTRUMENTS you play:
~> hmmm...
J is for JAM or JELLY you like:
~> all kinds of jelly!!
K is for KIDS:
~> i want 3 or 4 kids
L is for LIVING arrangements:
~> erk ..
M is for MOM's name:
~> zaharah
N is for NAME of your best friend(s):
~> my hubby is my best friend.. he know + understand me a lots
O is for OVERNIGHT hospital stay:
~> i hate hospital huks
P is for PHOBIA[s]:
~> erm .... waterfalls
Q is for QUOTE you hate:
~> "whatever"
R is for RELATIONSHIP that lasted the longest:
~> with Zam
S is for SINGER(s) you like most:
~> none..im natural..
T is for TIME you woke up today:
~> 8:15am open eyes, 8:25am taking mood to wakeup, 8:35am yes im wakeup
U is for UNIQUE trait:
~> ha?? none i guess
V is for VEGETABLE you love:
~> carrot~!!!!
W is for WORST habit:~>
zam kata irma suka majuk.. ye ker?? hahaha.
X is for X-RAYS you've had:
~> i have one collections
Y is for YUMMY food you make:
~> hihihihihi .. dunno .. choc chip biscuit ;p
Z is for ZODIAC sign:
~>sagittarius

2005-06-12T10:12:00.000+08:00

hi peeps.. morning!!
i wake up early.. but currently all houswork settle
irma able to blogging again.. wheeeee

last nite im working till late at 12 am
huks.. miss a lots of thing ..
miss my baby ..for sure.. he's my no 1
miss watching my fav tv .. surely @ria
no channel via net can link me to watch it in the office
sooo miss to watch live konsert of akademi fantasia..
if i said this to my honey..surely he'll ask me back
what so interesting and important the akademi fantasia huhu
but i'll respond back.. its the same excitement if u're watching football hahah
surely he dont agree rite.. but yeah..
me and my hubby have different common interest anyway..
very2 contra.. but we just cant live if we are not together..
coz we share 1 heart.. 1 soul and 1 life.. life together make us happy!
what ever is it.. I STILL LOVE HIM..
AND ALWAYS BE WITH HIM.
coz no matter how different the character we have...
but... we love and need each other soooo much

hmm.. now it jUnE..
how time flies, people alwizz say..
true as it is,
i find that this year is passing me by just like that.
everything comes and goes,
things happen and people move on.
i wake up in the morning,
realizing that another day had passed me by,
and im looking forward for nexy year..
my hubby come back home fo goods
not forget to mention.. congrats dear for the jobs..
Gods answer my little prayer ..
i luv u dear.. muahh congrats kiss for u..

ok.. time's up..
i signing off.. till then
see ya laterrr.. daaaaa

2005-06-10T20:15:00.000+08:00

hye all.. hello my honey..
time updating my blog again..
huh..why i just cant update it everyday
maybe im too lazy..or no story to share huks
yeah maybe ..maybe.. must have some reason yeah

ok yesterday..
hang out with eija.. lovely girl of rifki hehe
we have a nice talk.. nice movie to watch
anyway yesterday was really fun..
Mr & Mrs Smith.. 5 stars.. serious worth it to watch
here... the plot of storyyyyyyyyyy...

John and Jane Smith are an ordinary suburban couple
with an ordinary, lifeless suburban marriage.
But each is hiding something the other would kill to know:
Mr. and Mrs. Smith are actually highly paid, incredibly efficient assassins
and they work for competing organizations.
Mr. and Mrs. Smith both discover a new source of excitement in their marriage,
when they're hired to assassinate each other
and that's when the real fun starts.
The result is a total action spectacle,
as Mr. and Mrs. Smith put their formidable skills to work
and their marriage to the ultimate test.

sO.. go and watch.. hurry up ..seriously it really good movie..
what else yeah.. ohh ya.. yesterday i have nice chat as usual with my hubby
plus i have a good share with a frenz.. yes u know who u are girl..
what ever.. wish u all the best.. i can be a good listener for u if needed..

ok dats all.. bye..

2005-06-03T17:29:00.000+08:00

hi peeps..
hi honey.. i know u're reading hiks
my blog seem sO sleepy rite lately huks
sorry for not updating ..im bz..serious!
but how could i forget..hmm nearly forget
forget to wish Happy 20 month annivessary dear
its already pass.. yes i have wish him tOO..
i thought wanna wish him here on 1 June
but seem not enough time to blOg .. so here I am

i wish to tell this out.. dedicated to my honey
my dear cayang, mohd norhizam..
it specially written for u .. sincerely..
this is my feeling on HIM (my dearest hubby)

i cant stop thinking about him
only a minute i got offline, i already miss him
i get innocently jealous sometimes.. it normal nature huks
all my future and current plans include him
i tell him i love him many times a day
i often talk to him about my plans and our future together
i never get bored looking at him,
be it when he's dressed to go out,
sleeping, eating or just woke up in the morning
i sometimes feel that i can't offer him enough care and he deserves more
i have cutdown some bad habits being with him...yes im stubborn huks
i tried to avoid doing things he doesn't like.
i try to do or get things that he needs
before doing or getting things that i need.
i have no secrets with him and talk to him about everything.
i take an interest in his life
i also listen to his advice... the only man that cud manage me :P
i love him coz he brings out the best in me
and also helping me change for the better.
he's an inspiration to me.
i know he's head over heels for me and am thankful for that.
(Its not easy to find a guy that will do anything for you)
i love the way he looks and thinks
i'm trying as much as i can to keep things happy and avoid any conflicts
we haven't had a major argument (and i hope it stays that way)
and even the small arguments dont last longer than a day
i am totally loyal and sincere to him
i haven't found any big fault of him that makes us incompatible.
i don't get bored of him
i always ask and cherish his opinion for anything.
i want to know everything about him.
i worry and sometimes get slightly afraid he not happy with me.
i pray for our happiness everyday.
i put him as my number 1 priority.
i feel happy and content with him.
i feel like smiling everytime i look at him.
one of my major drives to succeed in life is to love him sincerely

and many-many moreeeeeee..................!

i just couldnt list everything here
coz he alwizz in my heart and forever remains
I LOVE U SYG & I NEED TO BE WITH U FOREVER
COZ U R MY MAN & MY EVERYTHING
HappY AnnYveSSarY sYg!

2005-06-03T10:51:00.000+08:00

i just wanted to send u this smile to say hello and put the smile on your face

did it work?
no?
how bout this one...

no?
does this one make u smile?

how bout a really big one?

you're really make me working hard here..
how bout this one..

OK,that's it..i'm gonna have to pull out the biggest smile ever...ok here it goes..

I KNOW U MISS THIS MOMENT SYG.. I MISS IT TOO!
Yes.. this is really work to make me SMILE :)

2005-05-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

hellooo peeps.. miss blogging soo much
currently i have nothing to do..
im online.. teman my honey study
he has his exam tommorow..
he needs me to accompany him as usual

tommorow my hubby will attend an interview
he's going to tokyo till wednesday..
and i will not be able to online for 5 days huks
im working and on friday going to johor
attending my frens wedding ..
whatever it is.. ill alwizz pray for u baby
wish the best for him..
do keep in touch with me alwizz honey..

enough talking about my life
this blog created just wanna share all my thought
and share my feelings.. the sweet love i have..
coz its all.. about.us
irma & zam attached
far from the eyes but always close to the heart
been longing to be together as long as it could be
cannot be separated
opposites attract
always celebrates on the 1st

i dont need anybody but HIM

I dun need someone to be there 4 me all the time
Juz someone who will at least spend a minute to ask how I am

I dun need someone to shower me wif expensive gifts
Juz someone who will give me his undivided attention

I dun need someone to give up his life 4 me
Juz someone who'll think his life is worth living becoz of me

I dun need someone who gives up his frenz 4 me
Juz someone who'll introduce me to his frenz

I dun need someone to express his love 4 me but no means
Juz someone who knows he loves me even without saying it

I dun need to love someone who is perfect
Juz someone imperfect to love me perfectly

even he's far apart.. but own my heart!

What do you think?
Well … a lot of people say that long distance relationship
is a risky relationship. but it really depends on the depth
of the relationship itself. some people can get trough this
kind of relationship safely and live happily ever after.

Trust each other
no relationship will work well without trust and faith.
that is the main idea of relationship.
and that is the most difficult stuff in this area,
especially when thousand miles separate you and your partner.
however, if you really want this to work,
you should commit yourself to your partner and
should also ask your partner to do the same.

Communicate your self
this is also very important.
no matter how far you two are separated,
you should communicate to each other.
communication here is not just about having phone calls or sending emails.
it’s about how you communicate yourself to your partner;
tell him about your problems as well as your success and happiness.
this kind of communication will give more meaning
and more depth to your relationship. believe me!

Keep the romance alive
Im talking about being personal and romantic …
about sending messages to your partner saying how much you love him,
or sending him surprise gift to show him how much you miss him or so on.
the distance should not stop you from showing your true feeling to your partner.

Increase commitment
it’s all started from the commitment between the two of you.
before you take the risk of having a long distance relationship
you should evaluate how far you are willing to commit your self to your partner.
im not talking about how far has your relationship
been because it can happen that the relationship might be just started.
its just that you need to know the risk before you go on
with this relationship. once you decide to go with this,
just be committed and be ready.

"Love is when you are more concerned with the well being,
safety and happiness of someone else than your own."

I have HIM.. and it remains forever..
muahhh.. Tirai Akademi Fantasia Show!!
daaaaa... see yaaaa....

2005-05-23T13:16:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. i'm back in action..
heh. been busy lately..uugghh not busy actually,
let's put it the correct/true way..
been lazy lately.. ahaks!

i'm online as per normal
but somehow not in the mood to blog & stuffsss lah
everyday is a normal day which I can't describe...
so here im back..

im grateful.. i have
Sweet friends, sweet hubby, sweet family, sweet everything...
yesterday.. ive been attending my last long frens in cbn..
tO soosan & ghaz.. congrats to both of u..
seriously thanks for inviting me to ur super grand wedding
at Palace of Golden Horses.. dream place for wedding huks

yesterday was awesome..
cbn'ers is V.I.P ..whoaa..
how sweet husband and wife
lotsa of surprise on the nite..
the groom is singing special dedicate to soosan
how sweet.. serious it really touch.. damn sweet
how do i live without u.. such a wonderful song rite?
im happy for them.. yes a lots of my frens is married..
yet maybe at least have their own fiancee..
i wish that my hubby could attend it yesterday with me
since he is been invited too.. but yeah.. he's in japan..
all my frens really wish to see my hubby..
later ya my frens.. i will introduce him to u all sOOn..
promise.. now biar jd surprise dulu huks...

anyway.. have a great time at last nite wedding
also have a nice chat with my honey.. sice 5 days not online
he's patiently wait for me to come back yesterday
he impatiently wanna to see the wedding pic hiks..
i know that syg.. but anyway i miss u too last nite
thanks for nice chat yerr syg!! i luv u to the max ..muahh

im not working today..
rest .. rilex .. that's im looking forward
and tonite ill be chat again..

syg.. im missing ur msg at my hp
i dont know what is happening to ym
my hubby is sending me a lots of msg
NONE appear is my hp.. huks.. sedih!!
anyway as usual..ill be online tonite..
see ya.. muahhhhh ...
miss u a lots!!

p/s: link yourself to http://rhiz.fotopages.com to check new photo update

2005-05-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

i) Some of the biggest challenges in relationships come
from the fact that most people enter a relationship in order to get something:
they're trying to find someone who's going to make them feel good.

In reality, the only way a relationship will last is if you see your
relationship as a place that you go to give, and not a place that you go to take.

ii) Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand.
Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is.
The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on,
the sand trickles through your fingers.
You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled.

A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person,
it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively,
and the relationship slips away and is lost.

iii) If you're in a relationship and you want to make it work,
you have to be a little selfless at times.

iv) Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations.
It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood.

2005-05-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

olla! been a long time since i was here...sorry...im kinda bz..dats y!
ya peeps.. many tings are happening now n then...
too many till i cant type everything in now... haha..
yeah rite.. just my life is never change.. im still the same
my life is just a routine. working.. working and working
nothing much to tell ya.. but today im off.. not working
surprise.. guess what!! i got something sweet from my honey
thanx sayang.. he really know what i luv.. yes.. i luv it soo much
he bought me a lovely bracelet ... yes n also a bangle as same as him..
a cute shirt from disney sea.. wow whee.. a lovely card .. a lovely letter
last but not least my fav food.. a dried strawberry.. luv it syg! tq

ok enough about it.. let share something
this is seriously nicey. love it.

You cant make someone love you....
all you can do is be someone who can be loved
the rest is up to the person to realize your worth
its better to lose your pride to the one you love
than to lose the one you love because of pride
we spend too much time looking for the right person to love
or finding fault with those we already love
when instead we should be perfecting the love we give

hmm.. have you ever missed someone so bad..huks!
ive been experience it every day & nite..missing someone is a really a hard but at the same time
it's such a SWEET feeling .. who's agree?
u will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him
thinking if he ever cares about you..rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him hikslooking out of the window hoping that he will surprise you by appearing downstairs
huks day dream rite.. admit im alwizz dream like that ..uwaa he's in japan!!!sitting in front of the television but..... thinking of himlaying on your bed, thinking of the last time you were out together
thinking of how nice it will be to share the moment again
talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future...
missing someone is a way of growing up i guess*it teaches you how to be patient...
sometimes it feels good to miss someone..
u know that you really care and
you indulge in the feeling of loving or caring for him. and the most important.. u will appreciate the time u wait*

wait.. before end up my blog.. just share one more thing with u all
it good to share something nice somehow I feel that this poem is somehow true

~ that no one should ever hurt a person so badly
that it leaves a wound in that person's heart~hmmm... agree??

Word of advise :
never ever hurt a someone feelings
may it be with words or action
do not act like u don't care but actually u do really care
cos no one knows what u r thinking
u'll never know by doing just that
u could actually hurt that someone badly
let every word that comes out of your lips be of praise and love
and not out of anger or displease... my hubby thought me that!!

take the initiative to talk out dissatisfaction or displease
trust me that it would help save the relationship in every way possible
take time to cherish that person

ok.. my hubby is waiting for me to online..
cian my honey.. his wife bz blogging pulaks huks
oklah ppl.. thats all for today.. daaaa
see yaaa...

2005-05-08T09:34:00.000+08:00

ok firstly ..
Happy Mothers Day..
ok..to my mum..i love uuu.
as a daughter to a lovely woman
i am thankful and greatful to my mother for moulding me into who i am today.
though sometime im nOt agrEE with her on certain issuE hikS
but deep inside i know, no mother can bring me up better than her.
i learnt to be strong, to be a good person, and above all...
i love the way mum treated me like a friend!..
and for believing in me.
i can never do soo much without her endless support,
and her endless "im always here for you" kinda thing.. :)
thanks IBU.. you are the greatest mother on earth..

i am also thankful that half way thru...
i met this special woman, whom i called mother in law.
she's someone special too.. she also my mum..
my beloved hubby mom .. we have 2 mother rite syg?

thanks Allah, for the greatest gift of greatest mother.
i hope to be able to be a mother, like them both..sOOn!!!
good mother as well as a good wife...
for mother in law, and my own mother. :)
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
lov u a lots.. muahhhhhzz *hugs*

2005-05-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

I totally have nothing to do here online.
My husband just msg me just nOw..
he miss the train huks..
sO he coming back hOme latE..
huks.. takleh onlinE agaiN..its ok
been messaging via hp a lots today..
miss him sO much.. sO decide tO blog
here i am... hellooo peeps.. wheee

Nuthing new to share + nothing interesting either to tell
xcept those luvy dovey story which concerns only for 2 la kan =)

SOULMATE
Hmm .. this is a tough topic.
Well.. u can never get too rush when it comes about finding ur soulmate.
Trust me … whatever things u have learn at school ..
is not applicable for this one here heheh.
being in a relationship is like being in another new world.
If u are a positive person .. everything will go on easily.
But if u always try to find mistakes in the relationship
plus try to be the one who always correct about things…
trust me.. one day.. she/he will burst + tell u how such an idiot u have been.

Its always about sharing + minding each other.
Do mind all her words + do mind her swing mood.
Same goes to u girrls.
Doesnt mean he/she luv u head over heels u can just take charge of the relationship.

Remember .. it takes 2 to success.
Always listen.. try to understand her + luv her unconditionally.
Thats what she needs.
As a gf .. never be too hard on ur man
I notice girls always wanna try to be equal with their bf.
Well babe… its not ur must-do.
U dont have to be equal.
It’s okay to let them be a head of u ..
coz that the nature.
What important is that…
for him to respect u + accept u as equivalent.
Ur man will treat u like one
if u urself know how to respect urself
plus not try to make a fool out of urself by giving out such statements like
~I dont think u have understand me enough~
or ~how can u say u luv me if u cant understand me?~
Oh please.
Ur man is nothing but luving u
plus always try his best to make u happy.
but dont u think u are the one who is ungrateful enough?

I love my hubby..
and i know and sure..
he never fail love me so much
im lucky to find such a great
soulmate.. thanks a lots!!
thanks honey for loving me that much
miss u a lots!!

2005-05-03T18:54:00.000+08:00

i miss my heart.. yes! HIM!
*sigh*
hellooo peep.. im back..
just came back from work..
since ive nothing to do..
guess blogging is the best..
im bOred.. my honEy currently in sAga..
he's have football games there...
sort of laa.. and like embassy ppl coming..
nOt sO surE.. fOrgOt to ask furthErmOre..
but.......
*he say.. i have to gO lerr.. if nO excellent playEr like mE..
thE gamE wiLL nOt wiN..hiks.. really ke honey??*
huks.. but i knOw he's finE therE..
he just sEnd me his pic via his hP..wheee
just 1 day.. 1 nite not onlinE..its oK
then he'll be bAcK tOmmorow.. yeay..

esOk..me tak keje..my oFF day..
so im planning to shopping somethinG
hmm but nOt fOr mE... but fOr him
yeah suppOsed post it lOng timE aGo
sO that he get it by todAy..
yEs.. cOz today was our superspecial dAy
buT sOrry yer my hOney..im kinda bz find gift fOr u
ill surely pOst it by this tHursdays..hiks but nO idea whAt to buy
its hArd to finD the beSt giFt fOr guys rite..
whO's agrEE witH me.. hands uP! hehe

~tO my darling~
The day went by oh so slowly, i wish it move faster this 2005
but im waiting patiently.
Oh well..Patience is a virtue.

All I do is dream of you
And hope one day
That my dreams come true
If my dreams come true today
My love and heart you can take away
I could keep you with me for as long as it takes
I would try to do right and make no mistakes
I sit and pray that me dreams of you come true one day
Hopefully, soon because my mind can't go on dreaming about you this way
A dream is a dream
But mine will become a reality
And both of us real in luv.. and will be forever

dear.. honestly
if i could live forever
then forever is what i'd give
cause u're my one and only

before end up this entry..
I leave you with this.
One of this writer's all time favourite poems.

If ever two were one, then surely we.
If ever man were lov'd by wife, then thee.
If ever wife was happy in a man,
Compare with me, ye women, if you can.
I prize thy love more than whole Mines of gold or all the riches that the East doth hold.
My love is such that Rivers cannot quench,
Nor ought but love from thee give recompetence.
Thy love is such I can no way repay.
The heavens reward thee manifold, I pray.
Then while we live, in love let's so persevere that
when we live no more, we may live ever.
To my dear & loving husband

~by Anne Bradstreet~

see u all laterr.. till then. daaaaa

2005-05-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

HaPPy 19 month annivessary.. wheeee..
short entry dedicated just for my hubby...

honey..
thank you for being patient with me on certain issues
tolerating my ups n down mOOd
the constant nagging ooops salah..
reminding me to take alwizzzz take care
for being the one person I could really love me
share my hopes & dreams with

seriously..

hE were there when I was happy
hE were there when I was sad
hE were there when I was stubborn
hE were there when I was playful
hE were there when I was hurt
hE were there when I was angry
hE were there when I cried
hE were there when I smiled
hE were there when I frowned
Most of all hE were there most of the time
and somEtimEs I didn't even realize it
tHanK gOd hE alwizz fOr mE.. and bE minE alwizz

all I wanted to say was thank and that I love you honEy
HaPPy aNnivEssaRy sYg!

2005-04-28T10:48:00.000+08:00

*sharing thought*
Love is a funny thing which no one seems to understand.
It comes and goes without letting you know,
you cant block when it comes and cant stop when it goes.

what does love means actually ?

loving him deeply ?
olways there for him ?
video of happiness?
every single day missing him ?

or
leting him go ?
order urself to forget him ?
visiting past memories ?
<E > ensure dat u are strong to overcome ?

tO be frankly speak ..ive been through the 2 types of lOve
im blessed to bE witH zAm currEntLy
hE's somEonE tHat i nEEd to bE wiTh fOrEvEr..
iF he's walkEd awaY.. i wouldn't cry..buT i'd die..
i nOt just liKe hIm.. buT i rEallY lovE hiM so mucH..
hE's my liFe.. mY wOrld.. without HIm im nOtHinG
oNly with hiM.. im happy and feel perfect..
im speciaL becoz of hiM.. and hE's the bEst for mE

when love comes ?
u may hurt someone, someone may hurt u
some will be blessed, some will be sad.
some maybe ignored, some maybe treasured

when love goes ?
some learn to let go, some choose to hold on
some stay strong, some commit sucide
life goes on for some, life turns hell for some

love seems scary but yet warm..
tender and sweet

when u are in love or out of love.
u must always have a positive thinking.
out of love is not the end of world .

and if u are in love,
treasure him/her. never hurt him/her,
always trust and have faith in her/him.

loving someone yet he/she didnt know..
loving someone in slient is tough.
u see her/him every single day yet she is not urs.
ppl keep telling themselves that if he/she is happy they would b happy too.
is it true can u really be happy if he/she is happy but not by ur side?

if u love him/her let him/her know or u shall regret
it for ur whole life when he/she was with someoneelse..
sometimes because of some decision u made,
u hurt someone u never wanna hurt..

sorry.... (the word sorry)
cant cure a broken heart
and sorry .....
cant bring back life..
broken heart can only be cured by themselves or time,
but life once it is gone it will never come back
treasure every single relationship and everyone around you

Relationship ?
never get in a relationship if u do not know how to love urself..
never get in a relationship if u were only trying to toy with it
never get in a relationship if u know ur broken heart cant contain anyone..

LOVE is happy
LOVE is sad..
LOVE is touching
LOVE is hurting..
NO matter what LOVE is,
human still cant run away from LOVE..
cos the time they were borned into this world they are already receiving
LOVE from their parents...

fOr mE..
lOve is nOt a fOOl..
lOve is nOt a gaMe..
lOve is spEciaL..
lOve is coNNectioN bEtwEEn 2 sinCerE heaRt..
i haTe beinG cheatEd by lOve.. and oNly expErienced iT oNce
i rEallY thanK tO Allah make me mEt soMeoNe reallly Special
aNd thaT special guY is maYbe reaLLy faR awaY frOm me nOw
but he nEvEr far iN my hEaRt.. and im BlesseD to bE witH hiM forEvEr..
nO OnE couLd deStroy mY happiNess.. luv U soo Much hoNey..

2005-04-27T09:28:00.000+08:00

hellooo peeps...
wanna share something huks..
i guess.. if hajar is reading my blog..
she could understand how im feeling rite now
coz only ppl who involve of this kind of lOng distance
relationship will understand..
Day 1 - He's been away to tOkyO.. yes with ariF..
dOnt wOrry hajaR.. that 2 guys is gOing tO be gOOd..
yes...my hubby could bE spy Of arif.. huhuhu.. should be ahaks!
hey.. cOme On jar.. they deserves tO be trusted..
likE me.. i knOw my hubby damn much..

ok peeps.. actually im not be able to get online
since last sunday..im working huks..
yet till yesterday.. i just fly my wish and prayer from far
i wish him from my hp since he not be able to check my mail
sedih2.. but it's ok ...

he'll be attend for interview.. yeah beside that..
he's going to my dream place..uwaaaaa
he's going to DisNeywOrlD.. huks.. what an exciting place
i wanna gOOO laa syg.. why u dOnt briNg me alOng. huks!!
he prOmise me to buy anything cute there.. hiks
my hubby treat me like his little baby..
rasuah irma.. terus irma senyummmm... hiks..
ok.. make sure buy me something for our annivessary..

this morning.. feel lonely
nO beep beep msg appear in the morning as usual
yeah.. its just for 4 days.. he's be coming back on 30 April
so nO choice.. have to wait.. but he do msg me..
i got a msg.. he's telling me he can see Fuji nice view from bus..
well.. he's try to make me jealous..huks it's ok..

Ok.. enough i guess..
i dont have enough time tO blog actually
a lOts of wOrk to dO..
im working tOday.. esOk oFF.. but what fOr?
still cant get onLine with Him..bored2..
miss him a lots.. :=(

ok peeps..
i goanna to check my mail again
hopefully there is a pic of him attached in my mail as usual
so take care u all..

tO my hOney
i know u cant read my blOg nOw
but fOr sure laterr u will reAD it
just wish.. gambatei kudasai..
i knOw u can do it well
chayo2.. pray the best fOr you..
luv u alwizzz..
update laterr.. daaaaaaa

2005-04-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

currently.. i miss him a lot
i guess this is 4th entry for one day..
its a prove that im freaking bored
plus im missing him soo bad..

so before i sleep..
leave this sort of very interesting thing.. i guess huks!
just for all reader .. i know my laling also read this
dear.. i miss u a loTs... my last survey question... wheee

I like to: be with HIM
I can't stand: ignorance...
I really hate: backstebber and someone who's not sincere...
My family: are the greatest
I give: the best i can..
I take: life as it is..
I yell: when im mad, frustated
I helped: whenever i can
I felt lonely: when i need him and missing him so bad and he's not anywhere near..
It was so painful:when had an argument with HIM..
My biggest mistake: is when i dont learn from it
I told: him everything..
I think: about him when every second he crosses my mind.. :)
Life is: wonderful as long he's mine forever
I look like: ME, duh..
Love is: the reason why u're feeling like ur on top of the world...
Love exists only when: u have deep understanding of each other & when u have nothing, u felt like u have everything cuz he is here in my heart...
I wish: have a lovely kids sOOn with HIM.. hiks!
I'm always: loving HIM
I love saying: I LOVE U syg.. everyday!!
I think flowers are: errmm ok...
I was born: on dec 3rd..
Sometimes I try too hard: to do whats right..
I work well: under pressure..yes im last minute person but i still manage to finish b4 due date hiks
My childhood was: a pleasant memory
I love to read books about: LOVE!
Im addicted to: ZAM..
The last place I went on vacation was: hmm..PD with him..ohh i miss that sweet honeymoon
I think living far away from: him, sedihhhh
I want to live closer to: HIM
Kids can be: the most gorgeous thing!
If I could go anywhere it would be: japan..*sigh* anywhere with him is fine by me :)
I love to shop: when i feel like it...
My all time favorite movie is: winter sonata. forsome weird reason i can watch it over and over again!

ok peeps.. its already late.. i have to sleep..
till then.. ill update laterr.. anyway thanks for reading my blog
take care syg.. see u tommorow.. i miss u a lots!!

2005-04-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

1. Fave nickname?
illy...

2. Got any plans for tonight?
nope.. blogging!! huhuu

3. Fave song?
a lots

4. What are you doing?
waiting for sayang to online..huks like no hopes tonite uwaaa

5. Single or taken?
happily taken

6. Are you afraid of getting hurt?
who's not?

7. Are you afraid to hurt the one you love?
yes.. sure i do.. i try my best to avoid thing like that happens

8. Do you think 2005 is a good year for you?
2003 is wonderful.. i met HIM
2004 was awesome... i officially belong to ZaM
early of 2005 is already high .. hoping the fast move years
2006 is what im waiting for.. he's coming back!!!

9. What song is stuck in your head right now?
none

10. What's your current mood right now?
else than missing my other half? freaking bored.. i really miss hIM *sigh*

11. What are your plans for tonight?
nothing

12. Why is love blind?
ahaha ... not my kinda luv for sure.

13. What's your fave colour?
purple .. =)

14. Whats your fave shopping place?
midv.

15. Where do you like to shop for shoes?
sogo or mines.

16. Where do you like to shop for accessories?
mines tOO.. but sometime he bought it for me from japan..

17. Where do you like to shop for bags?
none.

18. Where do you like to shop for scents?
kedai perfume lerr=)

19. Where do you like to shop for stationery?
haih..mana2 pun boleh..hiks.. bosannya soalan!

20. Where do you like to buy stuffed toys and gifts?
never ever thought of this b4

21. Where do you like to watch movies?
midv gsc

22. Where do you like to shop for makeup?
not really makeup.. i need a simple lipstik OnLy..

23. Where do you like to shop for clothes?
sungai wang

24. Where do you like to shop for cds/dvds?
not really shopping on that stuff.. heheh

2005-04-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

1. describe your present state of mind?
my body is here at home but my mind is at Okayama hiks :p

2. where do u usually hang-out?
i love stay at home...

3. most expensive thing u bought with your own money?
emm . aa .. most expensive ya .. hp i guess.. entah la.. lupaaa!!

4. Good looks or brains?
a lil bit of both is good. But i prefer brains =)

5. have you ever fallen in-love with a friend?
as far as I can remember .. never!

6. any pets? what are their names?
too many cats..but currently tinggal 1 ajer.. shembOy

7. ever punched someone?
huh.. ada kot.. old school timer.. ahahaha..taikoo

8. which do u prefer? kfc or mcd
kfc..waaaaa lamanya tak mkn kfc syg!!!

9. who would u choose, the one u love or the one who loves u?
the one who luv me + me luving him back totally head over heals?

10. ever broken someone's heart?
maybe....

11. ever had your heart broken?
yup.. but that is not important anymore..im happy rite nOw..nO regret!

12. what did u do to the person who broke your heart?
gave him a freakin long stupid email + let my heart out + then went to bed crying
+ promised myself not to fall in luv again .. but hihi .. I guess Ive broke my promise =p
i have my wonderful love with nOw with mydarling..

13. what's inside your bag?
wallet + lipstik *maybelline carol pink* + pendrive ..hihi tu je..beg kecik!

14. fave past time?
do just about anything with my sayang together;p .. i miss all that..

15. biggest regret in life?
nO regret.. everything happens must have some good reason.. believe that!!

16. worst experience you've been through?
ermmm.... entah!

17. best place you'd rather be?
currently.. i wish im in japan...

18. would u kiss on a 1st date?
ermm.. tak kut!

19. last time u cried?
forgot already.. huhuhu

20. u in love right now?
so high.. very2 in luv =)

21. is someone in-love with u?
hes totally crazy about me!! (eheheh)

22. describe your present love life in a song:
I dedicated my life to you
You know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you
And there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live without you,
and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before :-)

2005-04-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

'ding dong' wheee heeee...
sorry everybody... irma is freaking bz hiks
actually i have nothing much interesting to write
all seem sO routine in my lifE.. but i still happy.. alivE!

ohh tOday.. i do cut my hair.. huks!
going to miNes shOppiNg centre...
its really a very cheap place to cut my hair
anyway it my first time try to cut my hair in KL
did u guys believe me ahaks.. yes im telling the truth..
usually i go travel .. and cut my hair... JB and Melaka is fav saloon

but yeah i did my treatment or whatever in KL too
but not cutting my hair laa...
i hate to cut my hair.. i luv tO leave it lOng..
yes.. i lOve lOng lONg hair.. as what im in school
my hair never short actually since school time till i know HIM
hmm .. guess what.. he loves to see me in medium length Only
just to mention.. he said..he trauma to see girl in very2 lOng2 hair
huks.. i dont want he to be like that.. for sure ahaks

sOOO.. sake of him request..Ok hOney..
i have cut my hair.. not really short..
but i dh korbankan 7 cm hair huks!!!
japanese professional saloon cut it for me..
nOt bad..10 minutes.. dOne.. it cost Only $12.. yeay!
my hair back to normal length "like the time we kenal2 dulu hiks"

ohh gOd.. enough irma.. stop talking about hair..
sorry reader.. sure it's been a very bored story hehe
ok.. tommorow.. have to attend training.. AGAIN!
urghhh.. i want a rest.. i need rest.. yes freaking bz workkk
but nO choice.. have tO.. must!!

alahaiii.. just got a call from my honey
hOney.. pls msg wildan.. ask him to back hOme..
huks.. he's telling me that internet failure..
how bad.. and yet where's wildan..
the router is with wildan..huks
tak sukanya dgr... hukhuk...
chayo2 honey.. u must online
esok last days can get online..
coz sunday im working till late at night till wednesday
yes for sure cant get online rite syg..
plus he's going tOkyO this tuesday with ariF.
interviEw.. career fair..im goanna to miss HIM a lot

huks.... just call him back...
coz suddenly his card finishhh credit
he told me.. he try his best call wildan..
but guess like wildan go karaoke.. aiyooo...
sedihhh.. nO mOOd blog..
syg.. tOnite im suppOsed to show Off my new hair style
but then.. sad sad......

ok peeps... till update laterr...
see yaaa... im going to mail HIM
and shut down this pc .. watch cd sepet..
bye bye..
*praying* hope tommorow internet ok..huks!

2005-04-17T15:54:00.000+08:00

its been tOtally lOng since i last blOg.
nevermind. kinda busy nOwadays.
ive been working till late at nite for last 6 days
yesterday n today my OFF days..
so start blogging again... finally!!

babyy _____________ i lOve yOou
lately my babyy is SICK. SICK. SICK.
i know u've been bz n a bit tension with ur lab
tiredness + have a tOO little rest + missing me hiks!
sori cant accompany u study..
i know u were nowhere else except bz in ur lab
but remember for alwizz take care of urself k!
lOve yOou so much dear =)

finally last nitee..
i could his smile again via wc
5 days without online connections huks!
both of us kinda bz.. me with my work..
and him with his lab, project and studies..
but never fail to contact each other rite syg!
and admit.. i miss HIM a lots .. think of u
every single moment even in my bz life!!

hmm did anybody watch a great drama yesterday
"KESETIAAN" at 10 pm on tv3..
i watch it.. ako mustafa and umie aida leads this drama
such a nice drama.. guess what..
while chatting.. my eyes still curi2 watch that drama
hiks! lucky my baby very understanding.. tq darling
we end up chat at 2 am rite?? hmm mOre or less huhu

yesterday i hang out with my frens.. eija (*rifki gf)
rifki is my hubby's junior .. coincidence rite?
God make us met.. and she such a very2 nice girl
we dated together.. since our partner far away..
we have a nice things to share as alwizz we do rite hiks
we watch movie together.. we shopping n shopping a lots!
anyway have a great time with her yesterday..
one whole days... tq eija for a great time!

huh.. seeeeeee...
lotsa of thing to write.. im enjoy writing
ok ok.. ive got an wedding invitation ..
my last long frens in cbn is getting married too
guess what.. special invitation to...
Palace of Golden Horses.. wowww wheeeee..
but my hubby cant make it lar.... hukhuks
its ok dear.. CBN'ers is planning something great sOON

now 2005..
but guess what my frens is planning
plans for something 2007..
its sound crazy rite.. long term plan is it? heh!
we planning for 10 years reunions next 2007...
wow.. im shock.. luckily im alert!!
cbn start posting it via bulletin board frensterr..

i guess 2007 is the best time
all my frens by 2007 must be in malaysia back! yeay.
now all of them merata2.. UK, US.. Aussie..Dublin.. all over place
so we planning a prom nite dinner
haa haa dear.. no excuses.. u must attend it!!!
everybody will bring their husband.. or maybe at least couple
we goanna to see... which of them ..
stil stick to the couple their bring in last 10 year prom nite
ahaks... that is must be impossible,..
but who know rite..
anyway.. im happy .. happy..
i will introduce u syg to all my frens..
surprise.. 2007 is coming near..
did u all realize this 2005is moving fast.. yeay.
cant wait for 2006.. my baby is coming back ..
this time for FOREVER.. luv u baby..
good luck in ur studies...
remember ive pray of ur succeed everyday..
luv u soo much

ok peeps..
ive better stop..
i wanna watch a korean movie
till then.... talk later.. daaaaa
anyway thanks for reading!!!

2005-04-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

hello peep..
i know its late already..
now.. 12.33 am... but im not going to sleep nOw
i want to share my thought first.. my feelings..
my stories hiks.. lets talk much mOre interesting topic..
lOve.. everybody have that feeling.. its common rite??
honey.. if u read this.. my blog is for u..
dedicated to u.. and make coz of u..
all my feeling are sO true..
hey all.. dont u think lOve is a sweet thing?
huh.. lets recall what happens last night.. wheeeee

This happened yesterday.
Time: 200AM
*beep beep* *ringtone usher yeah*
i actually cant sleep well till my deary call me
yup.. he called me last nite.. early morning 2.00 am
he's soo sweet telling sorry cant turn up last nite online
its okay dear.. forgiven!!

peeps.. truly i have this feeling..
i love how i will always wake up seconds before he sms me
justsaying he's home whenever he's back pretty darn late.
or even early morning at 6am after doing his part time
i don't have a clue why but I always do that
as if i know he's going to sms me even if it's at freakin 6AM.
i love being able to see him anytime of the day or night too.
i am so comforted feel like he here with me, even when he's far.

this is so special to me honey.
every phone calls were so wonderful.
i am still smiling so hard from hearing your voice.
i needed those calls. i really needed to hear ur voice.
i want to speak to u everyday.
I don’t know if u know this or not,
but you have the most amazing voice.
i luv sooo much

its time for to reveal my opinion.. its all about love..
here we are...

Quote: "Love talked about can be easily turned aside, but love demonstrated is irresistible."

personally a relationship should be da sharing of life
sharing thought & experiences with him/her
not "surrendering" it to him/her....
i hate it when i see my frens go thru this sort thing...
so everyone out there... live for yourself & not for others...

darling.. i know u know me well.. hiks!
i'm a true romantic at heart, really i am.
it shows in the way i look at life, relationships,
the way i treat my partner even
when it comes to my choice of books and movies
(most of the times - love is my interest.. am i rite syg?)
i believe that love conquers all
how much more naive can i be..

But some people misconstrue the word "romantic"
it doesn't mean a huge bouquet of flowers & chocolates
(though it is nice to receive once in a while hahha)
expensive candlelight meals or anything grand.
i take the pleasure in saying how much i love my partner everynow and then
simple & sweet.
not because i feel obliged to but because I want to
sure, he knows but........................
knowing & hearing it coming from me is a different thing altogether right..?
but then some people are just not as expressive as i am

it can be as simple as saying.......
"I love you" or "I miss you"

when they least expect it..
a suprise call or sms even...
maybe a card or note just to say how much you appreciate them
giving a huge hug for no reason at all
walking hand in hand sharing an ice-cream cone
so there....who says being romantic has to be extravagant...?
u decide it!! treasure ur partner well..

ohhh ok.. time up..
heheh.. i better get a good rest..
im worried with my weight..
i dont to loose my weight anymore..
i dont look good if toooo thin.. coz im tall
huks..dunno why.. i eat sooo much without miss my meal
i need rest.. ive been working so hard day and sometime nite
i know it effect me a lot..
so ill update laterr.. sOOn..
anyway thank for reading..
sorry if my entry not soo interesting hukhuk..
coz im dedicated to HIM.. aishiteiru yooo daaaa

2005-04-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

Attention, attention!
~im bOred~

Hhmmm.... *taps fingers on table*
Hhhmmm.... Damn I'm bored.
*shakes legs* *checks fingernails* *sigh*
*stares into screen pc* *taps foot*
*plays with hair* *checks hp*
*sigh* *rubs eye* *srcatch cheek*
*checks hp again* sheeeshhh

Ok... I think I've spent enough time sitting in this chair,
breathing now. It's getting unbearable..
Oohhh don't I feel so very neglected..
Some attention would be nice..
online rOutine, just me and my man.
C.A.N.C.E.L.L.E.D. yes..it cancel ..
what worth i waiting for almost 5 hours..

Hhhmmm....
If I blog what's on my mind right now
I'm just gonna be repeating myself.
And...I don't want that.
It's tiring... & I'm already tired as it is.
Good night everybody...!!

2005-04-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

hello all... im back!!!
this is my 2nd post for today..
uhh i know it.. what make Streamyx that slow..
breakdown cable in US.. its the router for TMNET..
get the info from my dad.. since yesterday..
so chayo2 for the workers.. fix it fast..
it become soo worst.. i got only 28.8 Kbps..
duhh .. cant u all believe that??
it seem like im subscribing dial up network..
*sigh* anyway still ok. better than cannot access huhuhu

i just back from metro kajang
just teman my sis find a new shoes.. supposed laa
guess what?? i buy one shoes too huhuu..
yes honey.. u know me rite?? i luv shoes sOO much
i know i just bought 1 week ago.. but!!!!!
its tOO cheap .. very2 cheap.. only cost RM15
its less 70%.. i luv it!!! wheeeee..

my honey not yet reach home
im tired waiting in front this pc..
i miss him sOO much.. really!!
ok.. i should sign off..
enough for today.. i guess!!
till next time.. daaaaa
c ya .. ill update laterr...
maybe tommorow.. but not a promise..
but ill update sOOn.. bye

2005-04-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

urghhh.. sick of this Streamyx connection..
since yesterday.. the connection ABSOLUTELY SLOW!
me handling TMNET prob.. but then me tOO have that probs
huks!! it makes me so lazzyyyy to surf net
myspace, frenster, yahooo, hotmail etc..
it becomes worst yesterday
i feel like talking via walkie talkie with him..
it lagging soo much..*menguji kesabaran tul* sigh

i just come back home...
heh.. sorry ya.. not forget to mention
hi all.. my entry start in a bad way ahaks..
ok nothing much to tell yaa..
tommorow im working.. duh..
im supposed to join them for treasure hunt
hukhuk.. its ok.. next time babe..
anyway ..wish my team win!!!!!
*gO fight win* huhuhu

hmm again ..
this weekend.. i mean my sunday!!
im going to another training!! *sheeshh*
almost 3 sunday i misssss.. sedih2
currently im bored..
my honey is going to his frens house *zaza*
maybe turn up late tonite..
so feel like going out tonite.. hiks
nak pegi kajang town ajerr.. rilex2
im sure ill be back b4 u syg!!

ok tilll here peeps..
daaa daaa.. take care alwizz!!!

2005-04-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

DarliNx, if you're reading this.

I ("V") YOU

("v") heart always for you.

hiYas peeps.! me back.! [yeah. applause.?] hahaz. juz kiddin...
hmms~ me so tired ... currently im looking at my baby
we are nOt chatting.. we getting seriOus.. huhu...
cOOl ya all.. we are nOt fighting hehee...
he's doing his wOrk.. his laB.. his repOrt..
and me.. doing notHing hehe
no laa.. kinda wanna help him..
but dunnO hahah..
*sigh* im searching for it toooo

i wanna help him..
to make his life easy..
yes..im taking engineering too..
but its already 2 year maa graduated huhu
my mind stuck haha.. lazyyyy to open book
anyway.. he's nOt taking the same majOr as mE
my cOurse mOre to communication electrOnic
my honey mOre specialist in electronic..

so nothing to dO ..i've decided to update my blog
but than i've nuthing to blog about hahah
why than i make the choice to update my blog?
*crap* huhu..

nO idea what tO write..
ok till nOw.. i need to help him..
ok fOcus2.. *atOm transistOr*
sO see yaa.. wish my honey gambatei kudasai..
dOnt wOrry syg.. i will alwizz bside u ..
to give my suppOrt.. i will alwizz be there when u study!!!
prOmise u dear.. muahhhh.. chayo2
daaaaaaaaaaaa

2005-04-05T14:37:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU DARLING!

hi all.. im back for quick update..
huhu.. feel so sleeepy today..
sleep so late last nite at 3 am i guess..

yeah.. just read hajar blog..
hmm...agree!!!
we have lots of things in common too..
isn't it obvious... we involve in long distance relationship
so me & hajar going well in sharing a lotsa of good thing!!
how we love our dear one so much..
hiks..and how... and how...
(the list just keeps on going on..)
cheers!!! so that's so easy to talk with her!
i hope we will get more of those times know each other better..

honey...
[[How wonderful life is now ure in my world.]]
got chance to talk for 10 minute this morning b4 he going to his school...
currently.. he's in library i guess..
my sense told me that ..
good luck dear.. chayo2 for ur report ok!

yayang.. thanx for yesterday..
~no such thing more special as u & me~

aishiteiruuuu yooooo
A language filled with our love is what we need.
The words can only express the tips of my love for you.
Every time I say them I feel those emotions a new.

'I love you.'
These words may sound old
& over used but for now they are the only ones I can say.

Just know...

I yearn, ache, pain, cry, worry, and sacrifice for you.
I feel happiness, joy, excitement, elated, wanted,
progress, and special because of you.

So once again I shall say the words I will forever repeat...

'I love you!'

Thats it! No matter what.....

2005-04-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. as usual today never go anywhere.
gosh! its damn bored todae. sheesh!
i guess i prefer work everyday...

many things happenned last few days.
but im nt gonna elaborate all of it.
coz it will take me days to finish.
muahahahha...

ok lets recall back what happens yesterday..
im working yesterday... but sake of my cousin
yeay.. im coming as i promise..
coming for her engagement days..

message to her:
im proud of u girl having him as your fiancee..
hehs..finally u were with him..= )
congrats girl!..*jumps for joyness.. one step before marriage*..weeee...

sorry ok. i just cant wait anymore to see ur fiancee
but at least.. ive gor chance take a look at both of u pics last nite..
welcome to a new life.. step into happiness..
take care mOre ok.. cOz lotsa *cabaran* waiting..
hiks! may Allah will bless both of u..

ok.. im out of here..
dunno why im soo stuck what supposed to write
although a lots in mind rite now..
just maybe not in a mOOd to tell ya story..
i wish im working today and everydays
so that this bored feeling aways.. daaaa
its a boring dayy.:X
pls someone just save me !
my life's so boring too huks!

2005-04-02T10:33:00.000+08:00

hi all.. just a quick update today...
fIrst and foremost, THANK YOU ALL for still visiting.
Been busy and all to regularly update my blog.
currently.. the mood for me to update my blog daily (like I used to)
will come back to me hahaha ..
yes.. if im not so bz laa..

Its the weekends again... Good & bad news for me..
Good news coz ... he called me ..yipeee!
A good morning to me is when i wake up
yeay.. there a msg for me ..
my handphone ringing..
he's calling me early in the morning
gheezzzz.. how did u know im missing u..
thanks for calling me honey..
such a long duration call from japan.. hahah 23 minutes
i enjoy talking and talking.. he miss to hear my stories..
syg.. with that surprised call..
the 1st voice i hear in the morning,
definitely makes my day turn out damn fine :)

hahah.. now! what about bad new for this weekend??
Bad news is that I am working for this weekend again :(
too bad is im working till late at nite..
huhuhu im goanna to miss u again..
plus i cant watch.. .. anugerah berita harian i guess..
sOO sad... 2 days mOre honey..
then we come back as usual online ok!!

hmm.. i hOpe it's not to late to wish u honey!!
yestersay i was working till forgot to wish us!!
Happy annivessary.. i mean 18 month annivessary.
am i count it rite syg.. huhu..
i just remember that every 1st of the month..
it's our monthly annivessary..
anyway.. hope u alwizz happy with me..
luv u a lots..

ok ok.. enough..
im running out of time..
ok im signing off.. till then
ill update laterr..
see yaa... daaaaaaaaaaa
have a nice weekend!!!

2005-03-30T11:29:00.000+08:00

hi peeps.. hello everyone.. hi honey!!

im kinda bored this morning..
i wake up early.. just to read isu semasa huks!
current issue?? for what.. nahh no need to tell ya..
enough my dear know it why hehehe

yesterday chat as usual..
yes very2 nice chat..
ive bought new headphone..
yeay i can hear his voice mOre clear
hukhuk.. stop smiling la honeyyy!!
he smile.. i know u laugh inside ya..
notty u.. he said that i looks like ..
army handling radar.. uwaaa..
dush dush dush.. luv u honey!
notty u.. but i still luv u..

ok.. enough.. stop it!!
i have to read current issue by now..
so b4 i end my entry..
just wanna share to all guy and girl..

[[Gurls And Guys]*

GIRLS

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,
who wants to show you off to the world
when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you`re just as pretty without makeup on.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,
"...that`s her."

GUYS

Find a girl who calls you immature in that affectionate way
instead of hot or sexy,
who can`t stand it when you hang up on her and calls right back,
who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes,
who doesn`t care what you look like,
but what`s inside counts the most

Who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you,
Wants to be with you in public,
even if you wear those old grass stained and ripped pants
with the bleached jersey like always,

Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder
of your happiness and joy,
who makes you smiles just by knowing she loves you back.

Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides tOo in public
and she still is in view of her friends,
while she gets off and you hear her go:
"you`re the one for me, for always"

*copyright from one article*

ok lastly... dedicated for my hubby..
for us.. for me.. and also for you
(no more) one last.
u and me have found our last destination
i guess there's no way back for us
i luv u now and last for entire of my life
in my heart.. only U exist for the rest of my life
sincerely i promise that this is my true love
and i will never turn back and looking forward
just to serach a new happiness..
coz since i fall n luv with u..
happiness is all i get.. and im lucky to have u honey!!
whats replaying in my mind now n forever
is the every moment that we spent together
and those moments i will treasure
for the rest of my life
amin!! may God alwizz bless our love..
Allah.. take care for him for me there while we apart!!
I luv u syg.. muahhhh..
see u tonite....

2005-03-29T12:10:00.001+08:00

Finally i can update my blog.
Finally.Finally.Finally.

yes! did u guys miss read my blg
im back for quick update
im OFF today.. not working
since ive been working when
ppl relaxing on saturday n sunday huks!
but still have a lots of thing to update

so here i am..
someone did miss read my blog
though he *himself* rarely update huhu..
perli2 yerr.. hehe..
yesterday as usual have a very nice chat with HIM
but since im working in TMNET.. im really tired typing
i mean i have lots of work in front PC
and yet.. at night again with my laptop huhu
so nowadays.. i rather love to tell my stories via skype.
so no need to type.. just talk talk n talk .. i luv it!!

hurmm.. today if i got time.
have to find a new headphone..
arghhh tension jer.. i just cant hear his voice..
so last 2 days .. whole house could hear his voice
geeezzz.. so have to ask my dad n mom sleep2..
or else he's soo shy n blushing then huhu
anyway.. thanks syg. he's singing for me yeay2

what else ya..
i dont want to talk much about work
its not so boring.. but it such a tension work
i MUST learn fast .. i MUST work smart..
so that why even today OFF..
but i still need to update my work
yes to make life more easier
since KPI - performance is start by this April
yes.. irma can do it.. chayo2!!

ok.. enough about work n myself..
so here i have something to share with u guys
to the man outside there.. pls read this!!
something about girl u all should know
coz girl are unique.. all girl are almost same
its just how u guys must know what to make them stay
its simple.. girl never complain if guy make them HAPPY..
so read here for all my loyal reader..

[[which gurl would stay and which will go?]*

If a gurl cries in front of u,
it means that she couldn`t take it anymore.

If u take her hand,
she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;
If u let her go, she couldn`t go back to
being herself anymore.

A gurl wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.
A gurl wont cry easily,
only when she loves u the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gurl cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she`s the one who is willing to stay
with u for the rest of ur life.
Guys, if a gurl cries bcoz of u,
please don`t give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life.

When she cries rite in front of u,
when she cries bcoz of u,
look into her eyes,
can u see n feel the pain n hurt she`s feeling?
Think.
Which other gurl would have cried with pure sincerity,
in front of u,
and bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak.
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity.
She cries,
because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys, think about it.
If a gurl cries her heart out to u,
and all because of u,
it`s time to look back on wat u have done,
only u will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
coz one day,
It may be tOo late for regrets.
It may be tOo late to say "i`m sorry".

yes.. to all of u..
i mean.. to a girl or guys
its not easy to find someone could luv u sincerely
someone that still luv u no matter how imperfect we are..
someone that care soo much.. so much worry on u..
so here.. treasure them if have found your true love
alwizz remember we live once in life..
life too short to waste.. so im hoping
those ppl who in luv.. think back..
u r strong n happy becoz of someone be there..
may God alwizz bless to all that sincere to their love

to my hubby.. Zam
we both know that forever will end when death come..
but for now and till death apart us,
i promisee u dear..
im yours and you're mine alwizz
i will cherish the days that we will spend together
and i will love you for the everyday of my life
my heart it yours
[yours truly.]
[remember me in your prayers. wherever you are.]
Luv u a lots..
I miss u already syg.. see u tonite..

Anyways, thank you guys for still coming to my almost non-existent blog.
I'll do my utmost best to keep it as fresh
& updated as possible.

Till next time. Daaaaaaa
:)

2005-03-24T12:02:00.000+08:00

it had been few days since i last update
not dat i dont wanna update
coz my life just so bz with my work
as u can see the picture..
like they always say... a picture can say a thousand words..
so well it says i miss you, honey....
he's the only person ive been missing
i miss him.. yes soo much

ZaM ..
is someone very special to me
i miss the feeling of being closed side by side with HIm
i feel so secure and treasured...its a nice feeling...
i miss you... i miss you.... i miss you... i miss you...
i miss you... i miss you...
my honey baby boy!
miss ya voice..ur touch..ur face..ur smile..ur smell.. ur hug..
all about U
its like few days without u
made me grow more white hairs.. ahaks.. miss u sooo bad
whahhax.. lols.. =x
i jus missed you so damn much lahx..
i love my honey!

ok.. nothing much interesting to write..
ive been working whole day since last 2 day..
yes i mean it
from 6.30 went out to work.. got back home at 12 nite..
what a tiring day rite..
yesterday im not working.. my OFF day huhu..
but still yet cant get online with my honey..
sorry dear.. i know u been missing me sooo much ..
i have to attend my business dinner last nite..
quite a GRAND dinner i guess huhu.. Equatorial Hotel..
glamourous...glittering..
lotsa ppl wearing like superstars attend Hollywood Award
the services was just OK.. foods nice to everyone..
but not to ME
huhu... i just dont like Japanese food..
u know me well rite syg hiks!
anyway i enjoy the nite.. won lucky draw huhu..
im alwizz lucky huks!
overall the nite cheer me up after all of hardwork ive DONE!

today.. i be able to got online with HIM
yeay2.. i miss him a lots
miss to see his face..
miss to see his smile and laugh over my stories
miss HIM a lots lots.. so have to wait 9 hours more hukhuk..
only when night comes i can be able to see HIM again..
i must understand.. he's working rite now..
oohhh Gosh.. not forget to mention..
he already buy a CAR.. tq honey .. muahhhh..
he give me a permission to drive that Honda sOOn..
lovely hubby rite??... muahhhh.. luv u sooo much..

opss i guess i write too much..
so better stop here..
i have lotsa thing to do..
have to update my work.. urghh work again!!!
tommorow i work normal hours syg.. heheh..
so i guess we can get online normal till 30 Mac..
then i work nite.. and bla bla bla..
i give u all my work schedule rite syg..
anyway tq for being sooo understand with my time work..
and tq for being so gOOd fOr this 2 days..
u know what i mean rite syg..
just work and rest well when im not home
huhuhu.. and STUDY ahaks...
nagging all the time ya..hiks!!
That's me.. u know that rite..
ok.. im should signing off by now...
before i end my entry today,
i love my honey soo much!!!!!
daaaaaaaaaa... take care!!

2005-03-20T21:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. what should i start to blog..
wasnt a nice weekends after all.. i m bored till death at home..
It's been a one whole boring day for me.
Sitting at home doing nothing and watching tv the whole afternoon?
Can you believe that huhu

my dear is working today
dear is working so hard..
i love him so much!
he is my boy,my dear,my baby, my sweetheart, my everything!
he works so hard for us
no words can describe
how much i appreciate that
its so tough for him
i just love him too much!
he is the guy for me!
i will do everything to salvage this relationship
dearieeeeeeeeeeeeeee-i love you very much!
loveeeeeeeeeeeee-

dearie, i truly touched by what u had done for us..
im so in love.. i appreciate and cherish what u did..
nobody in this world is ever gonna keep you away from me
you are all mine.. only mine..i love ya dearly baby!

to all my loyal reader..
to my honey too..
im goanna to miss updating blog..
im goanna to miss my time online with my baby
im goanna to miss ur cute face dear..
yes.. i dont think to have a time to do my routine
coz i worked till late nite huhuuh..
what a tiring day just think about it hiks
plus tommorow.. probably a very HOT days..
so see u honey on wednesday ya.. maybe i cancel my business dinner then
huhuhu coz i know how im goanna to miss u start tommorow..
catch u all later.. my honey dah BUZZ me..
daaaa...

2005-03-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

hye all ..
didn't blog yesterday so shall jus blog now..
haizz.. i gotten myself into a mix up..
is it necessary to sigh? huh..
this monday .. start a very tough day..
its not big matter to DONE 2 jObs in one days..
yes i mean.. morning till 3 running my business..
then continue work at TMNET till late 12 midnite..
Yes.. the probs now.. i cant expect my dad fetch me everytime i supposed to work till 12 rite..
sO. my frens suggest me to rent a house nearby.. but yeah.. i could stay there only nite
i mean maybe about 10 days ONLY .. and only nite.. coz next morning i working
*sigh* ok ok. i admit lotsa of problem will arise then..
i cant online -- thats still can be forgive laa..
coz Zam really understand my work schedule... tq syg!!
but i cant mail HIM pun kan?? where to find a pc in rental house (if i have to rent a house with frens hukhuk) yes.. it happens if i have to rent also laaa..
so its really [complicated] kan... dont know what the best thing 2 do

hmm sO this mOrning..
im survey to buy a car..
i mean a new car.. huhu..
should i buy?? or should be not??
coz my honey have buy a HONDA..
yeay.. its so SURPRISING..
he tends to give me to drive that car sOOn .. so sweett kan diaa.. mwah2
serOnOknyaa kan huhuhu.. im so lucky.. he's soo nice tau
so what for a lots of car rite.. but have to sacrifice laaa..
lotsa of thing mix in my mind..
plan to buy a house.. that's why i work harder..
yes both of us work soo hard for our future..
next year.. its nearly soon .. we goanna to live in one house..
chayo2.. hehhehe

enough talking about work.. its really bored..
yes i know syg.. u dont want me to work so hard like this..
tq for alwizz concern about me here..
promise u dear.. ill alwizz take care of myself here ok..

ok.. to my dear.. i want to tell u this..
i want to start by telling you how madly,truly and deeply i am in love with you.
i love you so very much, with all my heart and soul.
having you in my life is truly a blessing.
you bring so much happiness into my life,
and so much love into my heart!
i do not know if i tell you this enough,
but i want you to know it each and everyday.
And with every moment, my love for you grows stronger and deeper.
honey, i never knew i would be this happy.
but you know what...it is the greatest feeling in the world,
to be content and might i say,
i am very, very content with you
and ONLY YOU.
no one else can make me feel, the way you make me feel.
your caress, your kiss, your touch, your words, your understanding ways,
you are everything means the world to me,
and it can not and will not be replaced.
sometimes, we argue coz have different opinion but.....
we are STILL TOGETHER.
and that is what most important.
and we will ALWAYS be TOGETHER
because we will always have this amazing love for each other.
i promise that to you.
we have been through the good and the bad,
but the good times definitely, makes up for the bad times.
and you know i am speaking for both of us, when i say that.
So honey let`s make lotsa real good times
and enjoy each and every moment we have together.
Aishiteiruuu yooo..

p/s: honey.. why our japanese classes have stop already heheh.. tired teach me ya!! huhuhu
I lOve yOu mOhd nOrhizam....

2005-03-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

what else can i say?
its simply me...i may seem like a complicated girl but don get me wrong...
coz even the smallest thing that u do or say can make my day or get me hurt so badly...
sometimes u make me smile with ur little actions but u don realise it...
and for that i wanna thank you...
sometimes u make me cry with ur smallest mistakes but u never know it...
and for that i hope u know that now... im glad u know it syg!!
but i'm glad that u came into my life...
u taught me to appreciate the lil things in life..
u showed me how to cherish what we have now before its gone...
in short, i love you....
not for who u r but for what u r..
not for what we do but for what i am when i'm with you....
yayang.. aishiteiruu yoooo...
miss u soo much.. cant wait to online with u toniteee...

endz of today's entry blog.. heheh sorry tired to write all bout my days...
updates later ya.. tq for reading..
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2005-03-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

i SPEND lots OF time STARING into EMPTY screen...
sO feel like to write something here..

To my Prince,

You may or may not know this but each breath i take, i think of you.
each moment without contact with you seems like forever.
each second like minute.
each minute like hours.
each day like years.
but i'm happy to know that you are thinking of me.
i owe you alot including hugs and kisses.
i love your smile and the way you love to tease me and make me smile...

inside my heart there's a place for you...
no matter where i go, no matter where i am,
u always in my heart. it's so hard to apart from u.
when u going to disconnect off or signing off from msn,
u always tell me and when u says goodbye,
i would never say anything..coz i want u to stay.
it's just so hard for me to say goodbye, although it's just a word,
it's just so difficult saying it to the ones you loved although it's just for a short time
am i talking sense here or talking crap here?
sorry,i just had to say this things.
i really miss him when i'm unable to reach him.....)
i want him to have a chat with me.
i want to be really close with him.
when he doesn't reply me, i would just msg myself pretending i'm msging him but i didn't send the msg,
i kept it in my outbox.
it's as though he's always within me and i don't want to let go of him..not now..not later..
i won't let go of this feeling forever...
he's always in my heart, always and maybe forever will...

he's different from other guys
he's responsible
he's caring
he's hardworking
i dunno wat more i can say bout him
there's too many things 2 describe bout him
everyday n night
every min n sec
without fail
i would think bout him
cant get his face out of may mind
his name is engraved in my heart
n it would never be replaced
he has change me for the better ever since i know him
well i just continue waiting for him
let this journey continues
it will never end...

**Specially written by me

2005-03-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

Nothing interesting happened today.
As usual, it was work & work & work!
All I wanna do tonite is online with HIM!! :p
geeezzzzz... he's back.. earlier than usual..
so sweet.. he tell me.. he miss me a lots.. yeay
but rite now he's having his dinner
so while waiting for him...
im updating my blog

Darling!140305 - the date I will never forget.
wheeeeee... guess what?? recall it back syg..
it almost 1 year back before .. hehehehe
it not only the day when 2 hearts become
when 2 families meet and bonded.
when dreams turn to reality!
Everything said is so true and it comes from the bottom of my !
yayang.. can u remember this sweet date..
it alwizz play fresh in my mind ...
anyway... thank you for being a wonderful and patient partner
may we work hard together for the many years to come and may our wishes turns reality.
I'm so looking forward to yr 2006 and to spend many more years of my life with you.
Till the end....Insya'Allah ... i promise loving u foreverrrrr...

baby,
i love you bcos`
you are the only person who can make me smile when i am having the worst day.
i love you bcos`
in your eyes, i see a man who will love me more than anyone.
i love you bcos`
you will do anything to keep me safe.
i love you most of all bcos`
you are my one and only soul mate.
i love you with every breath i take, and every beat of my heart.

honey..

thanks for hearing my thoughts, understanding my dreams and being my best man, for filling my life with joy and loving me without end, I do loves u very2 much...

2005-03-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

helloooo everyone

okAy....hi honey..im sure rite now still sleepy ahaks...
im not update my blog for last 2 days
no idea to write hehehe.. plus lazy
my life has been kinda routined...
day...work... ...nite internet.. ONLINE...hahax...
honey.. thanks for great nite yesterday
im enjoyed talking n telling my storiess
riight ,its just so nice talking to him

today.. its usual. Weekends.
Did nothing much today. Have to admit, it is quite a boring day.
Didn't know what to do. Didn't know where to go. Bla bla bla.
so just waiting nite coming.. tunggu my baby came back home

wheeee~
so okay, i stop here..bye2 everyone...
honey~ hellOe..keke.. wake up wake up
muackkzzz..*-hugs--

darlinkk!!~ love youu..yea, and i miss you so muchh~
come herrreee..
come to meee~
comeeee.. to my arms*-kisses dearr--

dear...
my life's incomplete without u
my heart's incomplete without u
my soul's incomplete without u
my everything's incomplete without u
aishiteiru yooooo... mwah2..

im outs of this..
now its good bye
nxt time thn write
daaaaaaa

2005-03-11T19:33:00.000+08:00

hey! helloooo..

huh! what a tiring day.. my brain stuck..
lotsa things . lotsa software.. lotsa new system to learn in 1 days
its not fair for new staff in TMNET..
letihhhhh.... *sigh*

ok enough about work..
Yes.. i wish i could stop think about my work..
but still after this kenaa gi surf more info to polish up my knowledge

yesterday chat was good..
end up chat quite late.. haaha..
currently i miss HIM so much

hey peeps.. wanna share my thought

Why do we love?
Why do we search our whole life for the perfect one?

The answer is simply cause it's...
LOVE.
PASSION.
Love sometimes hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason our soul heal...
We need someone in life not only as our better half but also as a soulmate where we share everything,
learn from our mistakes and not to repeat it again,
go thru life together,
all the ups and downs,
have a shoulder to cry on,
and not only as a lover but also as a best friend that understands u well
and to have fun together like normal friends do...

so now i want to thank my honey ....
Because you make little things means a lot
Because you think of what you've got, not what you've not
Because you bring hope when things look bad
Because you turn sad into glad
Because you bring a smile to my face
Because no-one else can take your place
Because you're someone special.
I love you! i want to be the only hand you need to hold on to....

ok ppl.. need rest.. update laterr.. daaaaa

2005-03-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

hello hellooooo..

currently waiting for my honey bunny came back home
soo here im updating my blog..
hie peeps.. today had a pretty simple day
simple means nothing much happens except training! haha

nothing much to share.. but just want to write.. thats all!!
it'S been a lOng time since i last met my yayang face to face
i mean.. not only seeing every nite via wc
i wish i could be beside him.. feel his touch.. hold hand in hand
yes everything that we shared together..
i need my baby so much rite now!!! aRgh! misH my baby!
coz here deep in my heart ;
the only thing that ever made sense was HIM..
im soo missing u. BADLY!

today . most probably i know a lil bit about my job task
yes.. working with mailing client or customer of TMNET
i guess might be.. whole my life.. days and nite in front PC haha
days working.. then continue nite online with u syg..
PC and my beloved ZAM is my life huhu..
yayang.. coz of a lotsa pending mail..
it might be im working even though its PUBLIC HOLIDAY
huhu.. no SUNDAY or SATURDAY rest anymore.. OT is calling us!
and plus.. more sad thing.. YES! very sad.. since 17 month ago
both of us NEVER missed online unless ur router breakdown..
but maybe coz my new work.. we have to SACRIFICES..
i might work till late.. so syg.. while im bz working..
u make sure study ok.. mOre fOcus for ur final year..
YES one mOre year to go.. cant wait for ur come back.. wheeeee..

S.A.Y.A.N.G...
trust me when i say this.
i may not show well what I feel towards u
as love doesnt need a reason
and even if I had a reason..
It would have been you...
`A distant apart
`irma&zam (,"(",)::

love sick
even through all my odds
my heart still belongs to u
and only you

I need you.
this I sincerely feel
I know the only person i loved for today and forever
was YOU.. how you made me smile
you understood me so perfectly. thanks honey=)

i guess dats all for now.. im signing off..
lets have a dinner too hahaha...
daaa daaaa.. take care ppl

i loveeee him
i loveeee him and
i loveeee him!!!!!
heeeeheee...yes!!!!
lovee u! alwizz!!!!
aishiteiru yoooo

2005-03-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

ALo0o0o0o.......

Okay. I finally have time to blog. *sighs*. I've missed blogging
Decide to blog now coz kinda bored, darling still working...so, heere i am updating!!!
muahhaha while waiting my tv programme start...

Today's morning was kinda B.O.R.I.N.G....i woke up at 6am
as usual.. attend my training.. darn tired peeps
nak cutiiiiiiiiii... *screammmm* ... last 2 days my training is damn bored
AGAIN.. training lg tommorow..hukhuk.. but different place..
yes..MENARA CELCOM..
just think of it jerr.. feel so tiring hehehe..
kena bgn awl lg.. 5.30 am.. YES!! or else i will be late

nothing much to write..
not in passion to writing blog laa..
penat *sigh*
need rest.. coz tonite nak online yeay2..
miss u a lot syg!!!!!

hmmm...
wish to watch HITCH... haha.... its a real MUST-WATCH!!!
those who have not pls go and watch it... really!
hahahha me too pun tak berkesempatan nak tgk..
just promote laa.. coz my frens ckp best!!!!
but pity me.. takderr cuti.. if have time pun..
still my darling takde.. tak seronokkk laaa hukhuk
its ok.. next time larr...
cian my syg.. miss nak tgk movie with u lerrr abg!!!

oklah .. dats all i guess..
tq for reading hahah *craps*
so lazy to update
update some other time then.. daaaaaaaaaaaa
to my syg.. miss u a lot

2005-03-05T21:22:00.000+08:00

rite now!!! nothing on my minds but HIM.. miss u a lot dear!

heello my frennzz...! updating bloggie here...
Yeah-yeah! feeling ultra happy and well rite now
had an a ok day today..woowee..haha..laughed a lot..
esp during my training day today..
yeah im working today.. and even tommorow is public holiday
i still have to attend my working training.. huhuhu..
luckily the training was FUN.. my frens very2 nice..
so ok laa kan. i get double pay for this 2 days huhu

currently im bored.. Geehee.... Miss him lots
he's not yet comeback..so spend my time update this blog
yesterday my honey frust yer syg.. a lil bit late betthe alteza car
plus the owner honda being so cruel minta more money to buy that car
Wah... this morning.. early in the morning tau
my darling msg my HANDPHONE.... cewah....
he's searching Honda CRV.. what?? green color??huhu
i dont mind ler syg. as long as its not too expensive .. reasonable laa
but NO SPORTCAR yer syg.. its not that i dont like..
but its for family used ok.. we are not become youngerr.. huhu
plus the sparepart is soo hard to finf laterr..
is my reason is tough enough huhuhu..

ehhh.. he's back.. he BUZZ me.. yeay2.. jap ekss
cutenya winked animation kat msn ni.. he buzz me..ahaks..
me loves u too.. he's hungry.. so i let him to have his dinner first

ok.. enough for today..
dats all for today.. i feel lazy to write mOre
later i just story2 with my sweet hubby...
so tq for reading..
im signing off.. k he'll be calling me later
waiting for ur call as usual dear.. muahhhzz
take care ppl.. daaaaaaaaaaa

2005-03-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

hi ppl..

today? what did i do.. hmm alot of things..
wake up sooo early.. 5.50 am.. uwaaa sleepy
todays training at Menara TA One .. near by KLCC
so have to wake up early.. sbb suruh my dad hantar kan..
so have to follow his time laaa ahaks

have a wonderful days today..
training is soo interesting. lots of thought been shared
many thing can be improved..
the training make me improve my communication skil
which by mean .. i know my weakness..
u know it too rite syg.. hukhuk..
i have a problem with 's' word..
uwaaa.. honey.. the trainerr bulii me request me to say

"she sells sea shells on the sea shore; but the sea shells she sell are not as pure as the sea shells on the sea shore"
"peter piper picked a peck of pickled peppers. if Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers, where's the peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked"

soo syg.. can u pronounce it fast but clearly..
hukhuk.. u know i have the s problem..
luckily the trainers puas ati..

yeah a lot of thing happens..
i need to slow down my speed talking huhu
yes.. ayg ckp laju.. hahahha.. my hubby je yg faham..

Alright. I've been typing a lot.
n my tv is waiting for me ahaks
So, tata for now!
Oh yeahhs, I can't wait to meet my darling tonite =)
yayang.. i hope to hear a good news for alteza.. ahaks..
wait for u dear.. miss u a lots

2005-03-03T18:45:00.000+08:00

hey whats up yea all..well sori for the late updation haha..
well been busy with work..hahah ..tired
nothing much to tell.. need rest rite now..
so just dedicated this poem just for u dear!!!

I love you enough to want to protect you,
care for you, guide you, hold you and
cry to you and with you.

Enough to be completely comfortable with you,
act silly around you,
never have to hide anything from you,
and be myself with you.

Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart,
no matter what length of times,
its for and regardless of distance.

Enough to believe in our relationship,
to stand by it through the worst of times,
to have faith in our strength as a couple,
and never give up on us.

Enough to be there for you when you need or want me,
and not to leave you or live without you.

Enough to shre all my sentiments,
dreams,goals, fears, hopes and worries,
-my entire life with you.

Enough to want the best for you,
to wish for your successes,
and to hope for the fulfillment of all our endeavours.

Enough to keep my promise to you,
and to pledge my loyalty and faithfulness to you.

Enough to cherish your friendship,
adore your personnel, respect ur values,
and to see you for who you are.

I love you enough to fight for you,
compromise for you,
and sacrifice myself for you if you need me.

THIS IS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU =)

DEAREST BABYY-
-dearr.. i luv u n im telling the world dat i really DO-
-We had our ups and downs but we pulled through everything just well-
-and YES!! it is still standing strong. muahzz =)-
miss u dear.. see u tonite as usual

2005-03-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

Whee! Spice up your life.= helloooo cayang... hi ppl

ok.. i must update this blog cepat2 huhu..
ada time 5 min only.. after this ada program tv best!!!
ok.. just got home from training..
wonderful day.. good motivation..
nice and lovely new frens..
new environment .. hehhe but alhamdullilah..
irma can adapt easily to ut hehehe..

Oh yeahs, I do realized something about myself. I'm a damn big computer addict.
owhh.. the rite word.. im addicted to my cayang..
once i got home.. i alwizz find my pc.. turn on the computer,
no work can be done hehhe.. need to msg my dear..
"yayang.. im back" .. wajib!!! ahaks
then check mail.. do all my routine hehe..
my time is all organized since morning till nite
mesti laa.. kena spend time with HIM..
hehe .. Goshhh citer dh start..
ok.. im signing offf..

nakkk tgk tv.. daaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
oppsss just wanna say..
syg.. till todayy and forever I love my sayang lots
I've only got youu in ma heart.
Whatever it is, I'll always love you sayang. muahhhh
wait for u dear

2005-03-01T19:06:00.000+08:00

hellooo...

im back.. whole day training at tmnet cyber..
huhu what a tiring day.. have to attend training till 17 mac
hahha its ok.. makan free.. all provided included every claim hehe
but eventho im tired.. my honey's mail make me smile when i reading it..
penat semua hilang tau.. tq soo much syg.. happy 15 month annivessary to us!
time moves fast.. i feel like everyday falling in luv with u over n over again..
time never fade away my love to u.. i luv u more n more each day..

ok.. i want to share something.. something maybe my honey should know by now
ok b4 dats ..just want to tell all reader... yeah whoever may read my blog
this bLog is soleLy miNe. it has my thOught, my ideas,
my feelings n its dedicated to my dearie husband.. he's my loyal reader
n i shall write whayever i want and i wish tooo
so if u dont like what u see, its ok.. just leave n ignore my blog..

ok.. actually i want to share something really important
yes honey.. for u to know..
i admit.. i cant listing for what reason i luv u soo much dear
but i really can feel how much u really luv me..
here.. ill tell u the truth what my heart feel.. it serius!!

+ He cant stop thinking about me
i know .. im the last thing on ur mind b4 sleep n the first thing on ur mind when u wake up

+ He really care about me
u alwizz want to know about me .. everything about me.. what im thinking..
what makes me laugh.. what makes me sad.. u truly care about my feelings..
u alwizz be the person who feel bad too id i had a bad day or i upset about something..
and u the one who will cheer me up again

+ He have a great chemistry with me

u alwizzz know what on my mind hahaha..it really miracle tau syg.. u have a very good instinct

+ He love spending time with me

this one is pretty obvious.. coz i know u alwizz look forward to seeing me.. got online with me every nite even u tired.. u dont care about what we will be talking or doing about.. what on ur mind is u miss to talk n hear my stories.. i know soo much u miss me and wish u to be with me.. i mean beside me rite now.. tq dear for all the time u spend.. i really appreciate it soo much

+ He alwizz thinking about our future with ME

yes.. u work hard.. u earn a lotsa money for our future.. u make soo much effort for our future soon.. thanks syg for all the thing u done for US .. trust me... u r the only ONE for me too... muahhhzzz.. thank God im in luv with u.. no need reason loving u.. coz u already born to be mine forever

ok..dats all.. im signing off.. daa daaa.. see u tonite dear.. miss u!!

2005-02-28T11:41:00.000+08:00

hello cayang..

dear.. im not working today haha..
my mom n dad tak wake me up this morning huhu
maybe they think im not working today.. forgot la tuuu
yup tommorow i start work in a new environment
i report duty tommorow at cyberjaya tmnet.. huhu..

Today I wanted to write how much I missed someone .. YOU honey..
my dearie Zam.. my blog entry is for HIM to read..
afraid tommorow ive been bz.. tak sempat nanti nak update..
so i tell u about us today..
It's exactly one more day.. yeah its tommorow!!!
till the date that marks the 1 year ago ive met Zam face to face for the 1st time...
yes the day i know him better as a person than what i already know of him so far by net
but on a more serious note....i appreciate soooo much honey...
the efforts u've put in...with you wanting to be there....
i LOVE YOU HONEY.....

even it already passed a year ago..
all the memories we shared on our first date still fresh in my mind
first date venue : midvalley
first date movie: cabin fever (that movie really horibble haha..
but its ok coz im happy being with u)
syg..tommorow also our 15 month annivessary..
im happy to be with u..
i wish could grow old with u together..
everything.. i want us to be together.. dats all
coz u r everything for me
and i do luv u soo much..
serius i meant it!
I definately amazed by YOU!

I am amazed by our differences.
I am amazed by our communication ways.
I am amazed by our mentality.
I am amazed by your intellectual capability.
I am amazed by your humor.
I am amazed by your simple words.
I am amazed by your love.
I am amazed by your thoughts and reasons.
I am amazed by your effort.

my wishlist:
+ tO be alwizz be with u till death apart us
+ tO be mOre understanding wife ... slow down my merajuk2 hehe
+ tO be sincere alwizz with U, tO lOve without dOubt
+ tO be yOur special part in ur heart
+ tO wait for u dear nO matter what distance apart us rite nOw
+ tO be the girl u lOve forever..

syg.. as u said in ur mail this morning..
i also will never give up with our relationship that we work out together
coz i also love u and u alwizz occupy my mind n my life 24/7 till forever

so take care alwizz.. see u tonite..
muaazzzhhh.. do remember me alwizz there..
dear all.. i proud to say.
I luv mOhd nOrhiZam Hashim more than anyOne else in this wOrld..
u knOw that syg... i knOw u alwizz wanted to hear it..
so ill make sure U alwizz be with me.. in my heart fOrever..
i prOmise u seriOusly.. take my word!! daaaaa
cant wait to see u tonite

*i luv u ]] I'll be yours as long as you want to be minee.

2005-02-27T17:15:00.000+08:00

hey... haven't been updating my blog for quite some time.
how he miss to read my blog huhu.. he told me this morning..
sorry honey.. today just got time to update my blog..

i just came back from ampang.. quite tired..
but im wondering what he's doing rite now there
my last call with him. this morning since last nite not able to chat with him
its my fault coz my sis using my laptop.. cian kan kitorang dua hukhuk
but now.. mana yekk dia pegi.. he dont msg me as usual..
i mean if nak g keje.. he will msg my hp.. but NONE of it today
so i am trying to msg him.. but NO reply.. huh.. what happened actually??
i just hoping he's FINE.. dats all.. im worried about u honey!!!
miss my daRlz..wEez..wonder how he doing?
somebody HeLP Me.. hukhuk

actually i have no mood to write anymore..
nothing much happens lately..
currently the only i think of is my HUBBY

im writing here just for u .. my honey

i wanna be right where u are ))
u complete my world so much
we should be together
yayang.. i got a crush on u
in my heart u start to grow on me

i asked u ))*
do u want me `
u said yes ; and pr0mised

if youu asked me;
do i luv youu this much.-*i do.
i luv u*now and forever
me and youu
no matter what you alwizz for me
so happy together
our [love story] have no ending coz its remain forever

dear...
because of u, i smiled
becoz of u my world brighten up
thanks for everything
i wanna to tell u
i luv u soo much

take care dear.. make sure u msg me when u reach home tonite..
wait for u dear.. muahhhhh

2005-02-23T12:01:00.000+08:00

wooohoooo.. hii mi amor..

shinumade ishoni itehoshi.. heh ive learned japanese language a lil bit
tq honey willing to teach me japan language.. u are so sweet..
but it's more sweet if u dont laugh when i pronounce it wrong huhhu..
so notty.. he laugh hear me say aishiteiruu yo .. funny ke syg??
i know u laugh at my 's' word..dush dush.. i dont care.. nak belajar gak
heheh b4 this i just interested learning spanish jer.. mi amor.. hahah
but since my hubby can speak well in japan.. so have to learned haha..
if i take the class learning japanese languange.. i need to pay thousand plus..
so better learned from my hubby.. long term courses every nite haah..

Currently, i think about you baby
just sitting away watching sweet memories video we shared.
You and me
We used to be together
Always

Every day together
Everywhere i go
Every smile i see
I know that you're there, smiling back at me.
nothing's wrong for me to wait for u dear..
coz i know how much u love me tooo
and i never deny that i can't stop thinking about youu (:
isekmademo aishiteiru.. daaa daaa..

Quotes of A Day:
When I first saw you-- I saw love. The first time you touched me-- I felt love. And after all this time, you're still the one I love.

2005-02-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

taadaaa.. hellooo everybody..

it's already 4.17 pm rite now.. just get a call from TMnet..
i got a job for TMnet.. yeay2.. i have 2 works rite now..
more bz hehhe.. but honey dont worry yer..
i try my best to have a time for u.. promise u that syg!!
i will never failed to contact u even by mail, sms or chat... calls.. or what so ever
yes.. everyday.. promise u that!! tq for giving me support work as TMnet staff
instead of running my business.. luv u sooo much dear.. mwah mwah..

ok.. just nak share a very sweet movie.. japanese series drama.
My HusBaNd.. have u seen it!! i currently enjoy watching it..
heheh not yet finished watching it but just wanna share my thought
bila tgk that movie.. serius it remind me soo much my deary hubby
yeah.. ppl who doesnt know him well alwizz predict him as so serius man hahah
i mean he hard to smile suka2 as he alwizz say.. tegas.. muka serius giler huhu.
but not to me laa... for me he's so funny.. childish.. manja2 hahah.. caring. luving
it not coz im his wife ive say it like this.. but men alwizz have different character..
it depend to situation la kan.. anyway im so lucky to have him

baby.. serius i luv u.. there no one in this world i luv more than u..
be good there.. take care coz i only need u.. i only want u.. i only luv u
tq for make my life complete everyday coz i having u forever.. tq for that sweet promise
muahhhhzzz.. missing u so bad rite now..
see u tonite .. daaaaaa

lastly.. syg, remember night and day you are the one;
irma could only think
irma missing u
irma luving forever..
irma is waiting only for u..

2005-02-21T13:50:00.000+08:00

hey peOple .. hi. im here again..
start blogging again.. two days my blog sleepy hehe
so here i am.. im not working today.. not in feeling well
hehhe.. u know it baby.. ive told u rite.. but nothing to worry much
normal laa.. im sure ok by tonite..
and yet yesterday just came back from kampung..
so quite tired coz we online till my 2 pm huhu..
ohhh.. just to mention it here..
SElamaT BertunaNg to AyU.. hope ur relationship will last forever!

ok nothing much happens today..wake up early
yeah supposed working but cant make it.. tak larat!!
so sambung tdo jap n wake up at 8 coz nak g bank jap..
so rite now .. nothing to do.. yup my hubby dah g keje..
so i start my blog huhu..
ok.. actually just nak share this sweet song with my darling
*could u listen the song in my blog?? if not its ok.. here the meaning*
I luv this song soo much currently heheh.. so dedicated to u dear!!

+ Baby I love you and i'll never let you go +
+ But if I have to boy I think that you should know +
+ All the love we make can never be erase +
+ And i promise you that you will never be replaced +
+ Baby I love you and I'll never let you go +
+ But if I have to boy I think that you should know +
+ All the love we make can never be erase +
+ And i promise you that you will never be replaced +

+ I love you yes i do +
+ I'll be with you as long as you want me too +
+ Until the end of time +
+ From the day I met you +
+ I know we've be together +
+ And now I know I wanna be with you forever +
+ I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids +
+ Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses +
+ I can say i'm truly happy to the same+
+ You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate +
+ There's never been no doubt in my mind +
+ That i'll regret ever having you by my side +
+ But if the day come that i'll have to let you go +
+ I think that something I should probadly let you know +
+ With everything that i spent with you +
+ Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all +

+ I feel for you yes i do I'll be with you as long as you want me to +
+ Until the end of time +

ok.. before i signing off.. dedicated to everyone in luv..
so here just to share what on my mind currently..
so everybody who in luv .. when u truly love ur mr.right
remmber he is the only person in the world
who can make u smile.. so pls cherish it

to my darling..
i wanna to be the only hand; you wish to hold on to
before i met you, i never knew what;
it was like to look at someone;
smile for no reason.
holding to a dream; that will come true
somethings in life are worth waiting for;
even if it means waiting.
i know im in lov when the hardest thing;
to do is to say goodbye.
when i see u, i really hope that i could hug u tight from da back of u
i will cheriish every momentss now
i will not let u go away
learniing to be a gOOd wife everyday
thanks for giving me a chance to love and cherish u forever in my LIFE!
I luv u baby.. waiting to see u tonite daaa

much luv :)

Quotes Of a Days
Never let go the person who loves u soo much and never let go ur happiness forever..

2005-02-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday balik2 keje.. just dpt rest about 10 minutes camtu..
dah kena rush go to klia huhuhu.. hmmm dont misunderstood..
im not fetching Zam hukhuk.. yeah wish too dia yg balik kan smlm hahha..
but im meeting his junior rifki at KLIA.. Zam kirim something.. so i go and get it larr..
anyway .. tq rifki.. hehhe *i know he wont read my blog ni.. this blog cuma org2 tertentu aje yg tahu url nya huhu* but just say thanks jer.. hehe

ok today i attending my interview.. i get an offer with TMnet company..
dunno laa.. if ada luck n rezeki.. then i go for it.. ehe..but i cant drop my business too
hahaha irma tamak!!! yeah i luv to do a lotsa of work.. earn more money and money
huhu.. ok this evening nak balik kg.. my frens pun tunang.. so semua tu kena attend ..
yeah for sure im goanna to miss u syg.. heh.. yesterday have a very long n nice chat n talk with him .. my hubby seem so hard nak offline.. sampai dh sleepy.. sampai talking2 dlm his sleep..
soo funny.. so cute tau syg.. im screaming at skype.. alloooo off ur pc.. ur wc.. hahah..
at last dia tutup juga hahaha... sorry syg buat bising smlm.. if not.. sure tak bgn tutup pc hahah

oklah dats all peeps.. cd prime time haha.. nak tgk cd lerr..
daaa daaa.. take care ppl..

to my sayang..
heh.. tonite u have a lot of time..
update ur blog tu.. huhuhu..
menyepi aje blog yayang heheh..
take care ok.. eat well...sleep well
dream me ok... msg me whenever u like ok..
i miss u.. daaaaa.. see u this sunday nite yerr..
be good alwizz.. muahhhh *hugges n kisses*

Quotes Of a Days:
~ If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no. If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place ~

2005-02-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

Yeaps.. im back from work..
what a tiring day.. penat giler ari ni..
meet up two client today.. telekom and tnb
uwaa hate it pegi tnb kat abdullah hukum tu
penat daki bukitt.. im walking tau from putra to the tnb tgh2 panas..
hukhuk.. what a HOT days.. nak patah kaki..

ok.. but rite now semua penat hilang..
hehhe tq syg for ur valentine choc and strawberry..
tq for the letter.. tq for the cds... mwah mwah... luv u
today.. my dad saja offer me.. bg suggestion for trip to osaka
yeah..kan ada travel fare this saturday... its really cheap..
uwaaa nak pegi but how?? its not about the money matter..
but im working.. mana leh suka2 ambil cuti.. hukhuk.. wish to go..
my dad tu serius ke bg i go to osaka.. hukhuk.. but seem serius..
but my mom told me jgn ponteng keje.. so how??
no choice.. have to wait again.. alaaaa... tension2..
trip tu utk bulan 5.. hurmmm i know takleh cuti..
but then nak pegiiii.. but for sure Zam dah start classes..
pity yeahhh.. uwaaaa feel want to fly jap.. then come back.. crap!!! hahah

ok enough about that.. hahha tak tahu lg dpt tak tiket tu
for sure pack of ppl yg wish nak g trip murah hahaha.. same as last year too..
oklah dats all.. need rest for a while.. ill update later ya..
daaaa.. cant wait to see him tonite as usual..
hope dia dah sihattt.. i have a lotsa story for him..

honey.. luv u.. miss u.. take care!!!

2005-02-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

hellooo ppl.. hey morning syg..

ok.. rite now it already 11.50 pm ..
sooo for sure YOU will read my blog tommorow morning..
sooo... just wanna say morning dear!!!

sO feeliNg better or nOt?? hmm actually my cayang not feeling so well tonite..
but really appreciate HIM .. still strong to ONLINE till 11.20 pm with me..
i know very well he's tired and not feeling well..
but yeah.. that's HIM. that's US.. never fail to connecting each other everyday..
dunno why.. we have been like this since 17 month ago huhu..
even he's tired.. and me too tired working.. i sacrifices my fav tv haha..
kejam nyerrr ayt...huhu.. bukan sacrifices.. dgn rela hati hukhuk..
coz for me.. get online with him.. spend our stories + secret
laugh together is much moree sweet than everything ..kan syg??
*huhu.. ingt tak.. masa abg study.. ayg sampai terlelap depan pc teman abg? [x]BUZZ[x]*

ok.. dats all.. need sleep.. tommorow keje..
huh.. esok nak meet up my frens kat telekom..yeay2
enough for today.. ill update next time..

to my darling.. take care of urself
makan ubat.. make sure sihat tommorow yerr..
gambatei kudasai for ur orientation..

read this syg.. it's important!!
miss u.. i miss ur smile..hugs.. touch.. everything!!~ miss the way we would joke and laugh~watching movie whole day~ miss our dinner together~yeah i miss u damn much.. madly wishing u beside me rite now...~ n i wouldn't give up my memories for anything~ u brought more joy than sadness~ u have a place in my heart no one will ever touch. ~ so pls take care ok.. coz u r my life!!

*hugges + kisses*
mwah mwah... daaaaaaa im signing off

Quotes Of A Day:
I often find myself thinkin' about all the good times we've spent together, and it always gives me a happy feeling no matter how long we're apart or how far away you are, a very special part of you goes with me everywhere ...